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I know I mentioned this not long ago, but my life is turning out to be a dissapointment. Today I sat at home and did nothing for the most part. I then left and caught a movie with an old friend, then my Christmas dinner was a beer and chineese food. Thats the christmas you wish you don't have. I saw myself in a completly different direction by now ( Read more... )

Well its over. Spent last night with the family and it was alright. We actually talked during dinner and had a good time, guessing its because missy wasn't there to bring us all down. As for gifts, it was just as depressing as last year. Started with some cologne, at least they got the right brand. Then a travel bag with a razor (which would be ( Read more... )

Ok so a lot has been on my mind. Probably the top thing is that half of my family is pretty much dieing. My father is trying to get healthy with his high blood pressure, blood clots, hernia operation recovery, infections, heart problems and more. My uncle (fathers side) had a small heart attack not too long ago. My mother has been getting blood ( Read more... )

So i am officially the family lush. See in the past when my drinking would be at high levels, i could say that it was ok cause my father and uncle drink a lot. Well found out over the break my father cannot drink for 6 months, and my uncle has stopped drinking. So with me being the only other person in the family that drinks, i am now the family ( Read more... )

Well today was the last full day in NY. Saw a few more old classmates. I have been waiting for this trip for a year now, i really needed a vacation, but the sad thing is, I wish i never took it. This town has always been sad, but this is rediculous. Every thing in it, and everyone around it is going to hell. Its sad to see it that way ( Read more... )

Ok so this break I have learned that going a long time without drinking Canadian beer will leave you at a disadvantage. I am used to drinking large amounts here and there. Usually everytime i come up to NY. I used to be here for a week every 6 months and sometimes inbetween for weddings and such. Well its been a year since the last time I was up ( Read more... )

Ok so I am up in NY right now and first off it is cold as fuck here. Freezing my balls off and I was looking forward to being able to drink beers and smoke in the local bar. of course since my last trip up here a year ago they changed the law so i cannot even smoke in my favorite bar ( Read more... )

Well round one of the budget was today. They had massive amounts in requests and had to cut nearly 4 million dollars between every department. I saw a few people get masses cut, like one didn't get nearly a quarter million of the funding it wanted. Well I got up there and it was fairly easy. I got about half of the increase i wanted. Understandable ( Read more... )

WEll the good news is that my father isn't mad and saving up some rage for me. The bad news is I havn't heard from him because he has been in the hospital. Some meds had side effects, did a lot of damage, spent 8 days in the hospital. So to make it worse, while i am not really feeling the sickness anymore, if i am not over it completly before ( Read more... )