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[yaoifan]

You. Yes, you.

I am not avoiding you. I am not hiding from you. I am not doing any of those things or whatever you might be imagining.

However, I am no longer going to chase after a dream.

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[victory_road]

Seeings how every time I try to talk to you, you tell me to go the hell away, I'd sure as hell consider that avoiding, An.

I said I was sorry, what more do you want?

[yaoifan]

I see it as giving you what you wanted.

More than I'll ever tell you or anyone.

[victory_road]

What I want?

What in the world makes you think I want to be given the cold shoulder by my own sister, lashed out at, to be ignored and tossed aside as unimportant?

I love you, An. If you're not happy, I'm not happy. I just want you to be safe and happy. Call it overprotective or sheltering you, but whatever. But seeings how I can't even get anywhere near you to even try to talk to you, guess maybe it's time for me to give up?

If that's what you want, then so be it.

[yaoifan]

Brother dear, if I assume you don't want me around you, then perhaps you should ask yourself what you've done to make me pull that assumption out of thin air.

Heh, thought you'd be pleased. No more crazy sister trying to get in your pants or drag you into her bed.

Figured Ibu and Akira would be happy too. I haven't bothered them in quiet a while either. He called me for your birthday, not the other way around.

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Love is a four letter word created to do nothing more than convince idiots like me that they're held above all others just long enough to be used and cast away.