running actually feels good. maybe i won't get so sick this winter. that'd be nice. vitamin C, you are my best friend. the supplement not the rapper ( Read more... )

so i know this band called RGP, and they put on a pretty awesome show on friday. seriously kick-ass. they have a couple shows coming up, if you want to come, let me know ( Read more... )

i just got an ipod ( Read more... )

and then i remembered that the good feelings are just what distracts me from the black ones until they get too big to ignore. i have a storm front moving in behind my chest. there's nothing to hurt, but it hurts anyway. it feels like i imagine an amputee would ache ( Read more... )

my birthday is tomorow. i have to babysit from 4-10. that...isn't so awesome. and both our cars are broken so i can't leave school early and run to windham for festivities. whatever, i'll make some cupcakes for all my classes. happy birthday, you're fat ( Read more... )

yesterday i broke three state laws and two parent-imposed mandates in one fell swoop ( Read more... )

September 17th - Apple day ( Read more... )

when our buzzing bodies come together
like two hives of bees
and your blood beats slower
every time
we
kiss

as if some invisible aphrodesiac
was flooding your mouth
that you won't share

and for lack of it
(and want of it)
my veins pulse and
accelerate

to twice
the speed
that yours are marking
our metronomes
in strict
syncopation

i'm rad ( Read more... )

ok i just went to the bathroom. i THOUGHT i was wearing white underwear, but it turns out it has very light blue writing on it, and it's a poem. i have a poem on my underwear. a secret poem.

I HAVE A SECRET POEM IN MY PANTS