now i'm overcome.

[yarnygoodness]

i was elephantine slow at the track last night.  i realize it's because i'm not motivated to go fast at this point.  i'm seriously lacking the motivation- i have nothing to prove to anyone, not even myself.  i like to ride my bike.  i don't really feel like how fast i go has much to do with that.  no wonder i'm a great big DFL lately.  as far as i'

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[mattio]

funny. i was just reading Jeanette Winterson's short essay "product is the excrement of action," in which she rants about people' tendency to measure the worth of things on scorecards, in material gains, in products bought and consumed, to the detriment of their ability to focus on the enjoyment they take from actions and situations.

i think you're in a good spot.

[honkybullshit]

i can still recall the excitement in the face of a race organizer when she saw me approach the final checkpoint. "DFL lady!" she screamed, with a huge grin on her face

now i'm overcome.

[anonymous]

Can you ride for 1/2 hour carrying picnic food? Can you consume said picnic food?

you win! everybody wins!