There's A Hole In The Side Of My Hand...there's a hole...there's a hole...
Well, that was...a long day.
And I have a hole in my hand, which really hurts like hell.
See? Ow.
Right, so I had just come out of my Technology exam, when I met Yuki, who said that the Evil One had attacked his hand hard enough that he couldn't move it. I mean, he was nearly crying, and Yuki never cries. I mean, he's only thirteen, but he's like a really manleh man.
Anyway, tangenting there.
So. Move it forwards about ten minutes. The Evil One was beating up Crippleboy and Kiba (as usual) and stabbing them with a pen and because I was already pissed off at him for Yuki's sake, I snapped, hauled off and whacked him one in the face.
He went bright red, I mean nearly purple. Then he went mad. Seriously. Screaming and shouting and swearing and stabbing out with the pen like some kind of mad knife-wielding maniac. He got my hand when I was trying to protect myself, and he also got Crippleboy badly in the shoulder, which I didn't realise at the time. Since I was screaming and clinging to my hand and dripping blood on the floor, my lack of observational skills were probably justified.
I mean, I know I shouldn't have hit him, but fer chrissakes, anger management issues much? He spends the whole time trying to provoke us, and when we actually get angry he fucking attacks with a pointy object and murder in his eyes. And he attacks cripples. Attacking Crippleboy is like kicking a terminally ill puppy, plus when he falls over it takes two of us to get him back up.
I'm tangenting again ><
So I wasn't going to tell, only next lesson most of my English class were in a History exam so we were kind of allowed to run free and wild. I was waiting outside the computer room so I could work on my NaNo, and then Miss Iley came along and noticed my bloodied hand and owey. So she asked what had happened and I'm not very good at lying.
Anyway, I ended up in the KS3 office for the first half of that period, and for pastoral, and they called in Mr Falconer (who's my head of year). I had to fill in a statement. A written statement about how my dominant hand had been injured. Sensible, that. And I got hauled over the coals for punching him in the first place, but the Evil One is probably getting excluded and they've promised to keep an eye on him. Mind you, they always promise to keep an eye on bullies, but they don't.
It's all fun and games until someone loses an eye.
And then Falcs is all 'why didn't you come to us?' I pointed out that actually, I'd complained to Igor (the bloody deputy head) repeatedly and he said, "well, I can't do anything until I know which one he is." And then when he was in the same room as the Evil One he said he wasn't doing anything wrong, and we pointed out that this was a once-in-a-lifetime moment when the Evil One wasn't actually beating someone up or verbally attacking them. And then he walked through the library when the Evil One was bashing Crippleboy's head off a wall and he said he was busy.
But again, beside the point.
The point is, I'm pretty sure the Evil One is going to get back at me. I wouldn't mind, cos I kind of deserve it and anyway I've got my lovely friends to make me feel better, but he'll go for my lovely friends. Which is also my fault, I guess, for kind of appointing myself their protector, but what the hell am I meant to do, stand around and let him beat up Crippleboy and Kiba? If anything happens to any of them because of this, I swear to god, I'll be so fucking upset...
And I have a hole in my hand, which really hurts like hell.
See? Ow.
Right, so I had just come out of my Technology exam, when I met Yuki, who said that the Evil One had attacked his hand hard enough that he couldn't move it. I mean, he was nearly crying, and Yuki never cries. I mean, he's only thirteen, but he's like a really manleh man.
Anyway, tangenting there.
So. Move it forwards about ten minutes. The Evil One was beating up Crippleboy and Kiba (as usual) and stabbing them with a pen and because I was already pissed off at him for Yuki's sake, I snapped, hauled off and whacked him one in the face.
He went bright red, I mean nearly purple. Then he went mad. Seriously. Screaming and shouting and swearing and stabbing out with the pen like some kind of mad knife-wielding maniac. He got my hand when I was trying to protect myself, and he also got Crippleboy badly in the shoulder, which I didn't realise at the time. Since I was screaming and clinging to my hand and dripping blood on the floor, my lack of observational skills were probably justified.
I mean, I know I shouldn't have hit him, but fer chrissakes, anger management issues much? He spends the whole time trying to provoke us, and when we actually get angry he fucking attacks with a pointy object and murder in his eyes. And he attacks cripples. Attacking Crippleboy is like kicking a terminally ill puppy, plus when he falls over it takes two of us to get him back up.
I'm tangenting again ><
So I wasn't going to tell, only next lesson most of my English class were in a History exam so we were kind of allowed to run free and wild. I was waiting outside the computer room so I could work on my NaNo, and then Miss Iley came along and noticed my bloodied hand and owey. So she asked what had happened and I'm not very good at lying.
Anyway, I ended up in the KS3 office for the first half of that period, and for pastoral, and they called in Mr Falconer (who's my head of year). I had to fill in a statement. A written statement about how my dominant hand had been injured. Sensible, that. And I got hauled over the coals for punching him in the first place, but the Evil One is probably getting excluded and they've promised to keep an eye on him. Mind you, they always promise to keep an eye on bullies, but they don't.
It's all fun and games until someone loses an eye.
And then Falcs is all 'why didn't you come to us?' I pointed out that actually, I'd complained to Igor (the bloody deputy head) repeatedly and he said, "well, I can't do anything until I know which one he is." And then when he was in the same room as the Evil One he said he wasn't doing anything wrong, and we pointed out that this was a once-in-a-lifetime moment when the Evil One wasn't actually beating someone up or verbally attacking them. And then he walked through the library when the Evil One was bashing Crippleboy's head off a wall and he said he was busy.
But again, beside the point.
The point is, I'm pretty sure the Evil One is going to get back at me. I wouldn't mind, cos I kind of deserve it and anyway I've got my lovely friends to make me feel better, but he'll go for my lovely friends. Which is also my fault, I guess, for kind of appointing myself their protector, but what the hell am I meant to do, stand around and let him beat up Crippleboy and Kiba? If anything happens to any of them because of this, I swear to god, I'll be so fucking upset...