Recently i have been absorbed in a book called 'Kafka on the Shore'. It's a beautiful book and i have recently decided that it is my favorite. I suggest you all read it. A lot the book talks about is how i feel... but then again i feel that way about lots of books ( Read more... )

just lıke the tıtle says... 
soemtımes ı want to talk to hım about ıt...but ı feel lıke he doesnt want to talk to me. 
ı feel really stupıd and dumb... 
ın sıtuatıons lıke thıs ı dont know whether to back off or keep pushıng 
ı dont know
my cousın really bothers me .... a lot
ım really depressed 
and ıts uber hot here
ı got a lot of tannage 
ı mıss my daddy ( Read more... )

ı cant fınd a comma on thıs turkısh laptop ( Read more... )

It’s a simple miscalculation

An error in my heart

My brain isn’t working fast enough

My mind won’t seem to start

It’s a simple miscalculation love

Something that can easily be fixed

I just have to look at the equation again

The variables just got mixed

It’s just a little miscalculation

That’s what I said to you

I’ll just keep working on this problem

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*sigh*

Today i feel very irritated with everything. This planet isn't spinning fast enough and i feel as though i am going crazy. I have had enough of having too much time to think. I need a distraction.

I feel like these days are going in slow motion.

I had carrots for breakfast, i have a headache, everything is upsetting me. I don't want anyone to ( Read more... )

me and levi had broken up a while ago
yeah
and i think all you people should come and visit me once in a blue moon
like GOSH

I never post live journals any more becuase i dont think anyone is really reading them. and it feels posting my thoughts and feelings online where anyone can see them, but i dont think i mind if people read this one ( Read more... )

i guess you could call today a good day.

i went to the doctor.
fought with the lady about getting a shot.
she told me it annoys her when people act like babies during shots. ...
...
at least she was honest
so i gave in and squeezed the chair with my one hand as hard as i could.
it honestly didn't even really hurt
its just that i knew it was coming ( Read more... )

I ended up crying a lot this week. It was an emotional week for me, i discovered a side of my sister which i had no wish to, i felt lonelier then i had in a long time, i guess it doens't help that im going through some personal problems either ( Read more... )

well im in michigan right now. i go back to chicago in about a week and a half. then about a week later i come back to mighigan and go to florida then go back to chicago again for more schoolin ( Read more... )