I don't  know why i bother sometimes. I feel like the nicer I am to people or the less I speak to them or about them, the more they come  at me. All Im doing is living my life and trying to have peace.  Is it impossible just to have for one moment , no one judging  me? I play nice and it never seems enough. We should all stop using the word ( Read more... )

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Dear God,

Please ask the sun to shine away from me today so I can cry.

Love,
          Melancholy

I guess it happens to the best of us...


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I am having a pretty decent day. I slept in and literally "rolled" out of bed. lol.  I have school tonight and Im dreading it. How do you have a quiz on the first day of class???? What kind of crap is that ( Read more... )

I'm finally back from NC and I'm soo happy. That by far was the worst drive of my life. I have never been so uncomforable. My back and legs ache. I'm flying from this point on. I love going home to visit the fam but sometimes I just can't wait to leave them. I enjoy them and then I start being thankful that I don't live close to them. Need I say ( Read more... )

Crazzzzzzzzzy hectic day. I hit the early service at church, went to the in-laws', went to my chapter's annual day, back to the in-laws and finally home. The sad part is I ate at almost every location. Thats the life of a fatty I guess. I'm glad to finally be home.

Do you ever sit and think about how beautiful life is? Do you ever get inspired and satisfied by the simplest things?  After a day that was very long and stressful, I found the simplest peace in it all. For instance ,on my way home from work I got the most wonderful pleasure from scarfing down chips and salsa. It didn't matter that the salsa was ( Read more... )

  Today is a beautiful sunday morning. As bad as I didn't want to get out of bed, I know I have to go to church. These days my church and prayer are the only things that have been getting me through my crazy weeks at work and crazy people outside of work. My husband I had a spiritual talk this morning, as we usually do. We discuss what we are ( Read more... )

Do you think if  I beat my co-work to a bloody pulp, past the white meat, They would have mercy on me due to my raging  hormones? ??? Just a thought.

  Guess who's back LJ! Dang it's been like forever since I logged on. I guess that's what happens when life takes over. But n-e ways, So much has happened. I've got a new house, a new man, hell..a life so to speak! ......... Well kinda. The old life seems to creep up on me every now and then, which isn't all bad. I mean ,I still care about my past ( Read more... )