Life Sucks ( Read more... )

HI everyone I'm still alive. Just been dealing with a lot.

So whats new with me???? I'm going home on the 19th-23rd. That is very exciting because I get to be around tha people that know me best, instead of these lame asses I deal with everyday.I miss TrinaBeana,The poodle(fe), and the angry black woman.I even miss Sorma's loud-ass. I cant wait o see the newest member to the circle.I hear he's pretty cute ( Read more... )

Do you ever have those days were everything thats said to you sounds like the teacher on charlie brown....wonk,wonk,wonk!!! It's rainy out and its just one of those days where I just want to go home, watch sex in the city, eat some popcorn and sleep.I just don't want deal with anything today.I'm in chill mode ( Read more... )

I've never been so lost in my life.I don't even have the motivation to write like I used to.What to do, what to do.I let Mr. Perfect go.Why??????? I cried on the phone to my mother for two hours last night. If anyone knows me and my mom, we fight like cats and dogs. but I needed her last night. She likes Mr. Perfect and she likes darrell, but she ( Read more... )

There's not too much new in my world right now. I'm just living. I've been sick the last few days. That sucks. Darrell and I have surprisingly been getting along, I wonder how long thats gonna last. He wants us to be all happy and merry, but he's not seeing how I'm feeling right now. I wanted so bad to tell him about Mr. Perfect, but I couldn't ( Read more... )

ohhhhhhhh, I failed to mention that the sex is absolutlety perrrrfect!!!!! with Mr. Perfect

Well, where to begin? Within four weeks I have managed to get cheated on, to cheat myself and start to have more feelings than I'm supposed to have for the man I cheated with. What in the hell is wrong with me. All this whoring around is not cool. I don't know what to do with myself. I have a man, who I love ,but I'm not happy.I feel like what we ( Read more... )

what is wrong with me!!!!!???????? I've finally gotten the motivation to pursue the career I want and I'm financially better off than I was eight months ago, but my personal life.......scratch that ... my love life sucks. Why can't a get an equal balance ( Read more... )

My man broke my heart and we split up. We've been apart for about a week and now all of a sudden he loves me sooooo much and wants to work things out. I've been begging his ass for about 3 weeks to figure out what he wants and help me in trying to work out our problems, and he's been acting non-interested and uncertain. In the week that we've been ( Read more... )