So I glance down at my dominant hand and what do I find but a very distinct cross in my plains of mars mount area place thing. Yeah, so my palmistry books are still packed. What to do? I ransacked my library! Boxes literally ripped open, books strewn about. A very wicked mess. But I have my answers about my new "mystic cross" *da da dah* * ( Read more... )

Have you ever battled the "why are we here" question or the "life is meaningless" attitude? I have as yet experienced this let down and try my best to avoid it at all costs. But I can feel it lurking around a corner behind me, trying to stay hidden but just waiting to pounce. Am I actually depressed?

Still emotionally crippled but not completley useless. Once you're in love it seems you shall never enjoy the ignorant bliss of being free from that love. It hasn't died a bit, nothing whatsoever has faded. I haven't cried in a at least a month. Yea me. But I still have bad patches where I'm a completely cranky bitch. Not to say there aren't ( Read more... )

So, one of my closest friends is once again getting out of the military. Yea! He'll actually be moving in with me for a while until he gets his feet under him back in Sacto ( Read more... )

So, I went dancing Sat nite at club Altitude in Tahoe. I enjoyed myself greatly for the whole just getting to dance with a great friend. But man, I just pity SO MUCH the meat market muchachos and bar whores that are trying to make their lifestyle like a budweiser commercial. They pretend they're having a great time, when they're not. They just ( Read more... )

So the days pass by. I got to refresh my life a bit by hanging with old and dear friends. Truthfully, I got to spend my weekend with my favorite people. Even if I could only mock a specific two-tone headed trollop from afar ( Read more... )

So, the last 2 days have been better than the rest. I still feel that I die a little each day but I finally, literally, saw a light at the end of the tunnel. And the bonus...MY HOT TUB IS FINALLY HERE ( Read more... )