30 Day Blog #8
Nothing can exactly describe that moment. It is more than yourself in the universe it seems, it confirms you are not on the Truman Show. This existence is real, and you existed before you can remember, it makes death not so scary. I still remember it like it was yesterday, the sounds, the smells, how dim it was in the room. I'll skip all the drama and go straight to it. When a baby is crowning, it's like wow, they are almost here. They are still that "thing" that has been growing for 9 months, then, when they take their first breath of life, I sware it felt like a body found its soul. There's lots of debate on if there are souls, and when you have one or not, but this is only what I saw. An incredible moment of life really starting. It was so moving, I mean something must be different, I even felt his head while crowning but I didn't start bawling until he was delivered. A lot of people think it would be a gross thing to see, but they just don't know what they are missing.