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NO! NO! NO! NO!!!!!!
He asked if I would object to having days where we dont talk at all because he thinks the reason we have really bad times is because we have no time to ourselves ( Read more... ) -
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Okay... so Im crying and shaking and Im cold. And my only comfort is a fucking computer!
Im going for a walk now... I need to think... Im sorry... -
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YET AGAIN!!! I FUCKED UP AND NOW I THINK THAT DAVID WILL NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN!!!! I HATE MYSELF!!! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!!
The blade in my hand looks so friendly tonight.... I want to die... -
Valentines...
Valentines Day. Worst day of the year so far... Started off fine... By 6pm, its turned into a sad, desperate and lonely hell ( Read more... ) -
Loughborough Uni and some of my old mates.
Strange... Rode past part of the Uni today, just for a bit of fresh air, then when I got home I had a text from a guy called Jazz. At first I totaly didnt dig who he was but then it clicked, hes like the best actor and vocalist in the world!!!!! So hes invited me to the Uni to watch a rehearsal of the musical hes in. And I kinda freaked coz how the ( Read more... ) -
Another cute song that I stole.
"Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad ( Read more... ) -
Greeeeeetings
;-D Hello Davie_Boi 8p -
Errrrrr..... Skitzo or wot?!
Im happy now. 8D -
Part 2
And will people, especially my family, stop telling me how brave I am and saying how hard it must be and how they wish they could help. That makes it worse!!! I have Oliver because no other fucker would and because I didnt want to see my lovely little nephew go into care. Not because I wanted to. Yeah, its grown on me, Im used to it now, but its so ( Read more... ) -
My Day...
Yet again I have a totaly fucking shit day ahead. Work , then sitting getting angry and sad at someone (doesnt matter who) and maybe even baby sitting because my sisters think that getting drunk 4 night a week is more inportant than being there for their kids. I think if they were in my shoes theyd be differant. I took my sisters baby in! I have ( Read more... )