nothing all that great going on talking to people, hanging out with people... my birthdays is tomorrow. i have the feeling something wrong is gonna happen.. but eh like all my birthdays, last year joe took me out for my birthday it was fun :D this year i dont know whats gonna happen ( Read more... )

i going through my normal sad crappy time of day.. i had a dream where joe was killed....i cried sooo much in the dream... then i was like "oh my god let this be a dream", AND IT WAS!!! i was so happy it wasnt real, i was so relieved... i mean DAMN! i was crying so much and was just going crazy! aww i love joe ( Read more... )

hey im in service again, bored as always. yesterday i was with sarah. we went up and down fordham gettings stuff, bought mostly sexy underwear.. not that anyone will ever see em but still... makes me feel pretty. oh and today some girl that i used to not get along with was all "oh Renee you look sooo beautiful! you shouldnt wear all that dark make ( Read more... )

well i guess i got everything straightened out with joe, i happy everything is clear between us now ^_^... ummm i dunno im in service and i am bored and my tummy hurts a bit.... im going to get my hair done today so thats kindda kool... oh and yesterday i got my nipples done!!! there is a bar through my nipples!!! and i paid for joeys birthday gift ( Read more... )

im at school right now... i was talking to michelle about me being depressed and all my problems and everything that is just going on... im thinking about doing some pretty high out there drugs now... because its not like i have anything else to do or be restricted from so you know.... yea i dont know what to do or think anymore... im ultra ( Read more... )

man im sooo fucking tired.. i went to CTF last night and i was suppose to be home at 11 and instead i got home at like 9:30 and the freaky thing is I DIDNT GET IN TROUBLE FOR COMING IN LATE!!! I was just told to clean up around the house at any given moment that she gives... that pretty kool huh,yea i just read jays livejournal... all i have to say ( Read more... )

dude I just want to go out and dance man... I want to just go out crazy and dance with people! man i need to get out more often so i can get these chances... oh and in updated news im going to chillax with josey one of these days and she wants to introduce me to a "friend" ha ha "friend" whatever chick your crazy but sure okay i'll meet em... and ( Read more... )

ahem this is for joe and steven... weird asses :P ( Read more... )

DUDE today was weird... like i went to school and me daisy and desiree talked and everythign is all cool now.. well cool between me and desiree, daisy looks like she has much more to say. but i dont know... i dont know what to expect anymore, which IS a good thing, being spontaneous is good ^_^

umm yay its meh ^_^ i dunno what to really say because this is my first entry and i usually use xanga but cisco asked me to make a live journal so here i am... umm im stressed over stupid shit, and if the people from my xanga read this they know it isnt from daisy and desiree because i could care less and im doing 100% better without having to deal ( Read more... )