I can see trouble coming again...
I'm starting to get the blues again...
I go in and out of these depressed phases...
I'm questioning everything in my life right now...EVERYTHING
I don't know what I want anymore...

I have a boyfriend that loves me more than the world. I see this in everything he does. No matter how hard I try to find something that I can't live with, it's just not possible, he always turns things around and makes me realize how perfect our relationship is. The only thing that sucks is the long distance, which can't be helped. But ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that I'm a social drinker...I drink because I enjoy a good beer or glass of wine. I don't drink to get drunk. I can have fun without getting drunk, but I do enjoy a good brew or fine glass of wine. Keep the hard alcohol clear of me unless its a good mixed drink...no shots...no crazy stuff...I'm over it ( Read more... )

Just found out my summer school schedule a few days ago. I will officially be done with summer school on July 6th! That means I can leave San Diego soon after...that is...if I can break my lease :) I can't wait! And graduation...is in 23 days WOOHOOO!!!!! After this semester is over things will be a lot easier on me! My 10 classes are kicking ( Read more... )

I don't know how much longer I can take this fucking shit hole of a city...of a school...of a life. I am so unhappy, and am not motivated to do anything anymore. I want to leave so badly and just do nothing for weeks on end. I want to leave and travel, and not tell anyone where I'm going. Just run away with no worries and no explanation. I ( Read more... )

I really miss some of the old Nickelodeon show that I used to watch when I was little. Like ( Read more... )

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I'm sad and I don't know why ( Read more... )

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Or not...lately I have realized the important role that alcohol plays in so many of my friend's lives. Not just one person that some of you may think I'm referring to, but so many different people. I often wonder why it's not that big of a deal for me ( Read more... )