[ONESHOT] Forever
Title: Forever
Pairing: GDYB, BomBae
Genre: Romance, Angst, Betrayal
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jiyong really did love him... He promised him.
Youngbae loved him, trusted him as if love could save his own life. He loved him, Jiyong, even though how young and inexperienced they were.. He cared for him and took his and to never let go. He loved him... Really loved him... forever.
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Jiyong trusted him, loved him as he had never done... He loved him, Youngbae, as how crazy he did. He gave him everything... did not listen to one another. He loved him .. He really loved him... forever.
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They were young, knew nothing of the real life outside. They only knew each other, only two of them was important. They lived only in their world, and no one else was alive for Jiyong and Youngbae. They were happy... Almost too happy.
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They grew up together... hand in hand. Youngbae promised; I'll stay forever with you. Jiyong promised; I'll love you until I die. Everything was so normal for them. These promises... Jiyong promised he would never love someone else...
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They were only 20 when they decided to marry. It failed... Jiyong's parents didnt accept it and Youngbae's too... So Youngbae took him and they ran away. They bought a lovely little house near the sea. And they walked every day, hand in hand... The same path, singing a love song over and over again. They were young, inexperienced and loved each other.
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Youngbae began to change, was angry about the smallest things... the things they could laugh at. He changed .. but Jiyong didn't protest against it. He accepted him as he was and as it would be. Because he couldn't break his true love for him.
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Sometimes Youngbae stayed overnight away, telling Jiyong that he was working overtime. Jiyong trusted him... knew he would never cheat.
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Sometimes Jiyong doubted about Youngbae, but then he became angry with himself. How dare he to doubt... Youngbae would never betray him.
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His friends told him Youngbae had a relationship with his female boss... He didnt believe them.
"Leave him, Jiyong!"
He became angry and left them.
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Youngbae came home and when Jiyong wanted to ask... But didn't dare too. But... he felt it, he knew it, he was almost certain. Jiyong was not himself anymore...
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When they lay in bed at night.. while Jiyong gave Youngbae every night a good night kiss; he turned his back against him. Youngbae's hands were around his belly... They smelled different, thought Jiyong... no longer innocent but different. Dirty...
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Jiyong closed his eyes and the tears flowed down his cheeks. He had pain, because he loved him very much. He felt his betray when he leaned with his head against Youngbae's chest. He felt nothing.
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Youngbae was sleeping, and Jiyong sat all night long there on a chair. On his favorite chair. He looked at him... Broken. He did not recognize him anymore.
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Then Jiyong saw him walking hand in hand with one another. He seemed happy...
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They decided to break up... Youngbae packed his bags and left. Left him...
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Jiyong loved him... really loved him.
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Youngbae called him to his wedding. And Jiyong didn't refuse, he wanted to go... Jiyong wore the shirt and the tie Youngbae had bought... and the watch they had chosen together. He sat on the first row... Youngbae looked at him and nodded... He nodded back.
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He moved next to Youngbae's house... And watched him every day when he left for his job. They had children... Jiyong played with his children. He saw how happy Youngbe was... how happier he had become. And then Jiyong knew... This was what Youngbae really wanted.
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Years passed, Jiyong didn't even have to marry again. He would never hurt his love... and love, that was him... that they were... together. Their 2.
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Now he stands here with a bunch of flowers... the flowers he had found so beautiful and bought him. There he stands, staring at the cold floor... where Youngbae was lying underneath it. He bends down and puts his flowers on the ground... And leaves him as ge left him.
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He was never angry at her... He was hurt, disappointed... Didn't get angry... even he touched a strange body... He was not angry. Broken, broken.. but not angry.
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Because Jiyong loved him... He really loved him. He had promised him. Forever...
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"Jiyong-sshi?"
"Uh? B-Bom? What are you-"
"Yes... I- I have something to give you... It's- Youngbae wrote it before he-"
"B-Bae?"
"Yes, it was all true... Here, take it.."
With broken, lonely, shocked eyes Jiyong looked at the little note in his hands. His hands began to shake and he slowly sat on the bench.
- I'm sorry. I only loved you. I-I'm sorry, Jiyong... Forever... Remember?-