my computer is being a pain in the arse!!!!!!!!! i hate them but i can live with out it.....lalalalala....it sounds like everyone had a good time at formal, im happy for them.....i can even remember what i did saturday night...its all a blur....i was busy this weekend, i barely got anytime to myself.....i had a weird dream last night, but it wasnt ( Read more... )

i cant believe sarah! i thought she was my best friend but no friend would rip your jacket. we were in prayer and i was clicking a pen in ryans ear and i put it back in my pocket and sarah said it was hers and i said no it wasnt that it was one of my moms. and she put her hand in my pocket and she tried to get it and i told her not to do that and ( Read more... )

sarah is home sick..i hope she doesnt die...i have been succesful in not talking to ryan..i talked to sarah and she understands why im not talking to him, she may not agree but at least she understands...anyways, i am happy that i can hold out on talking to him this long and him being so near...im not happy that im not talking to him, just that i ( Read more... )

im kinda ok and not ok....im ok like content but im nervous about my presintation for my sign language class...im mad at ryan and he knows it...yesterday we had a little spif and i wouldnt give him a hug and i have been avoiding him all day because well right now i just cant deal with him and his immaturity....i know i get immature and that but its ( Read more... )

i juist wrote a good entry but somehow it got deleted...i dont know how but it did...GGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRR...and i dont have it in me to rewrite it......sad.....MAD

i am bored and have a head full of snott, boogies, he he.....I GOT THE TRUCK TODAY!!! its not a big thing to other peoplebut i NEVER get to drive the truck.....saddness.....but i have it which means i have a stereo that acctually works and can go VERY loud....i appologise to people who have reaad this and got the wrong ideasAbout my and my ( Read more... )

look at the icon....my stomach also hurts and my eyes from crying

im okay right now...tired but okay.....they got here at like 247am...i was sleeping....soundly....but i didnt get to see olivia until later cuz she was sleeping so they just put her in the bed....im tired cus ive been chasing her around every where...tiring job...did i mention that she now knows how to walk? he he.....anyways i have to take kat ( Read more... )

i wish feelings never existed...i hate being in love with someone that i cant/shouldnt love.....why do we have love if all it does is fuck up your life....well mine anyways..i think i want to loose my virginity to ben burnley....now all ill need is a plane, love potion and a condom....he he he i know the sign language sign to put on a condom....ha ( Read more... )

nothing much has beed happening...i hate the usual people: howard, emily, linda....all for reasons that are normal for me to hate them, they just keep doing them...i wish those three would drop of the face of this earth!...less blood...more happiness for me....so what have ya all been up to???? i just want to tell you guys about this cool band " ( Read more... )