SOOOOOOOOOOOO i got tricked into a date last night ( Read more... )

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This year has been soo hard ( Read more... )

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me
I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want ( Read more... )

ok I have been dealing with this kid for about the whole year now... at first it was just a friend thing and I was happy that someone wanted to be friends with me here but it started getting creepy really fast... the other day he almost killed me and last night he was over till way past 2am... I had to work at 8:30 and he knew that yet still ( Read more... )

I wish I had someone... All of my friends have significant others and I am left out in the cold!! I wish that I would have spent more time tying to get to know people rather than trying to make ONE PERSON like me... Right then in there I thought I wanted to be with this kid for forever so I didnt care... uhh not thinkin that way recently.. people ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I am so confused right now.. I dont know why I am so dumb and I dont know why I cant just go and like people... Are my standards too high?? obviously not if i keep getting hurt.... I just want the right one to show up on my door step because I am sick of this game

why cant I just get it in my head that I deserve

I just wanted to let everyone know that today was amazing... I finally felt like myself... It sucks how when you get new classes here its like going to a whole new school everytime... but I finally was able to talk to people like normal again, finally spoke up in class and not afraid to be called a goody toe shoes... It was a hugr release that I ( Read more... )

SO I FINALLY GOT TO SEE KEV AND CLINT.. i guess clint won some dinner and I met them up there, it was weird I had to pee long story... it sucks when you want to go swing but its too muddy for you to get there and also too cold to bare it...idk I have had some good talks with Clint since I have been away at school but coming home this time was kinda ( Read more... )

So I am thinking you hate me... I wouldnt care otherwise, but its you