It just sucks when you know you are alone.. you are lonely.. and when you get all excited to be with your friends to brighten your spirits but everyone is coupled off but you... you have the empty chair by you and you have no one to talk to... everyone is having side conversations cuddleing and kissing... It sucks, I expected to be all excited and ( Read more... )

I never knew how jealous you could be of someone you have never met
I never knew a feeling could last so long and never EVER go away
I never knew how badly I have wanted this 
I never knew how much you could want something that you could never have
I never knew you could be so close yet so far

It sucks when you have liked someone since you were about 4 ( Read more... )

I really dont know what I am thinking right now, and I really wish I could figure out wtf is going on with my head...I think I figure it all out and then you go confusing me all over again... I think I get closer to figureing it out again and then I find myself smelling your familiar scent and just smileing thinking of you... I DONT KNOW WHY ...You ( Read more... )

ok so after I took Sam home my sister and I venture out to joann fabrics for Chris's blanket stuff cuz she likes to copy me and her other one went to shit... so anywho we are coming back from the store and I am looking out the window like always and I see a car full of boys, I make eye contact with one in the back seat and then he does a double ( Read more... )

It is kinda weird how I get excited about DECA lol... DEX not so much but high school DECA gets me all excited.. I'll be at Lakeland Thursday to help out Ruby tuesday and hopefull y this will help me with my competition at states since its a thing I have never even tried to do b4!!

oh happy new year...

I basically hate it when people cant seem to talk to me when they have a problem with me... uhh just tell me and maybe I can fix it, or at least I will be able to understand and talk to you about it.. Its lame when people have to talk behind your back and talk to your other friends about it like you arent going to find out.. its lame and I just ( Read more... )

this has been blasting in my room for the past 3 hours lol courtney has got me hooked

weekends are for the warriors
all those late nights walking through front doors at daybreak
raise all of the glasses high
this one's to all of us sitting around here on Friday night
i remember eighteen
hated mondays
and sitting and staring at the clock dying to get away
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Watching the last of one tree hill and waiting for a phone call..

LOVE LOVE LOVE THE NEW HAIR.. i could do without all the product in it though... got a lot of new headbands heres some pics


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You wouldnt believe how confused I am about things right now.. Its dumb but whenever I watch one tree hill I get all sad cuz it makes me think a lot... cuz everything relates to my life in someway or at least makes me think about it and what I want.. then my cousin getting engaged out of the blue to her best friend kinda through me for a loop too ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun... eventhough our cars dont start sam came and got me to go to the mall.. I got a sweater and I LOVE IT... we were there for forever but it was fun  Kevin called me to tell me he got out of work early and thats about all I understood.. I thought I understood him at the time but then I thought about it and was like "going to the ( Read more... )