first entry in a while i KNOW!

[ydontchajumpnow]

well seeing as no one reads this i can talk as much crap as i want. you would think living as many as 16 yrs now (soon to be 17 yrs) id learn some things about me. but no. it seems to amaze me how much i DONT knwo about me. how i hurt myself and hurt people i love by saying somethings. i dont know whats going through me right now. i know i love him

Comments

[sykomeow]

When is your birthday?
Are you having a party?
I understand completely

[sykomeow]

When is your birthday?
Are you having a party?
I understand completely. about your situation.
I kinds felt like iwanted to explore when i was first dating max, but then about 4 months into the relationship, i was getting hit on by every single guy in the world! and all i could think about was MAX. Then ireally knew that i loved him so much that i couldt possibly see my self loving anyone else more than i loved him.
you will realize that one day.

[ydontchajumpnow]

my birthday is on nov 11, i dont know if i want a party cause uhm it wouldnt be a "cool" party. since this entry i have figured out that i love him its just i get confused so easily...... but now i know i LOVE my kitty cause i dont want to lose something so great that i was given he showed me that somebody could love me and its suprises me till this day i dont want to lose him HIS GREAT!

[kurplunkidiot]

dude! i understand u very much. well let me tell u dat it seems like yeah ur in dat point dat u kno it may be ur 1st but then again u feel like u should explore more and shyt...well u will see in time dat if both of u guys share the same love and bond for each other then theres no need to feel like dat at all. trust me the guy ur with is a wonderful guy and i kno he will make u like the most beutifulest girl in the world. things like dat u shouldnt let go at all cuz at the end u start to think alot and u will say 'damn i fucked up' cuz u lost something that was everything u searched for and wanted. in time u will see dat u cant possibly let go of ur true love cuz he will be the only focus person in ur heart. dont hurt urself thinking my twin things like dat come once in a while u shouldnt let go of it because of ur thoughts...unless theyres a really good reason well up to this point there isnt my dear twin. take care of urself and i will see u soon with ur..beau! lol :p

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[milkywaylover00]

Wow I see that, Well Meli understands.... all u do is analyze what u think towards that person, ur feelings, emotions, etc.. It will all come to you soon.. be patient dearie. It's very complex... yet it really does not have to be.... think about that. It's right there in ur heart so simple, don't be saying later "Oh wow geez I messed up BIG time!" Remember: One person does not really know what they have until they lose it.....

[eccentricidiot]

Hello..... just be happy and what you will truly want will fall into place yea u might love him.... But what kind of love friend love or boyfriend love hhmmmmm.....All you really need is some time you'll get it luv ya you damn Puertonican, buh bye.