My stomach kind of hurts. Sigh. I gotta go with my dad today. It's probably gonna suck. Maybe I can make him take us to the movies. If we did go we would see Garfield. I know it. It's just me and Sean today. Man I wish I didn'y feel so sick all the time. Oh well. I can't wait till tomorrow night! Woot! Woot! LOL. Anyways..I wrote two songs last ( Read more... )

i had a lovely day today. finally. lol. i went to manda's and we went to the mall. i got the cutest skirt. i think i always say everything i get is the cutest. lol. oh well. anyways. it is pink and its just..cute. lol. we both bought the same shirt because it is so awesome and we are awesome so put awesome and awesome together and double it..WHAM! ( Read more... )

b to the o to the r-e-d. yeah that about sums it up.i am going to make my journal friends only. just because i feel like it. yeah. first i have to get a friends only banner though. i already requested one at some community. blah. my eyes feel dry. i think i need eyedrops. hmm that was random. gee, i love emo music. i really wanna see a movie. i'm ( Read more... )

at the moment i feel sad. the weird thing is, i don't even know why. i'm so emotional, i hate it. i hate being a teenager. adolenscence (or however you spell it) just friggin sucks. ugh. why do i have so many constant mood swings? why am i not a normal girl? oh wait, maybe it's because no one is normal. sigh. i'm hot. i was cold but for some odd ( Read more... )

i'm so bored. and i'm upset. sigh. today during the math final i was freaking out inside. i was doing so terribly. my teacher said she would give us the formulas. i didn't see them there at all. that is because she was handing them out on seperate papers. i was paying too much attention to my final to realize that. for some reason she forgot to ( Read more... )

i'm so weird. like really weird. like really very strangely extremely weird. i need major help. but i don't want help. you know why? because i like being weird ( Read more... )

i have to pee! but i don't feel like it! lol! ok so i have to go to bed soon but yeah. tomorrow is my english and latin final! yikes! i am SO not ready! grrr!!!! it's all my fault. i guess i'll just fail. that is what i do in school. fail. i'm a failure! oh well! why am i such an idiot? ugh i don't know. i'm so nervous. bleh. anyways im so hot ( Read more... )

today we are all going to julie's house. julie is my mom's best friend. yeah. so all of us meaning me my sister my brother my cousin my other cousin my mom john and at her house is her three kids. wow. that shall be very irritating. she lives in willowgrove. such a nice house. such a nice nieghborhood. i hope we get to go to the mall. i love that ( Read more... )

last night i slept over amanda's with raina. it was lots of fun. first we all went to lj3. i love lj3. it's so sad that it was my last one ever!!! aah! oh well. :( we talked about friendships. i enjoyed it. i met amanda's friend ayla. she was nice, i liked her. she was so short and cute. lol. man i love God. it's amazing. he is so awesome. yeah. i ( Read more... )

i hate doctors. so much. like so incredibly much. like really really horribly a lot. ya know? yeah i think you get the point. my ultrasound was this morning. wow. i hated it. a lot. ok i cannot hold a liter of water inside of me for over an hour! but they think i can apparently. my appointment was at ten. why was i not in there at ten? it took ( Read more... )