i need to get myself a real journal,  i need to understand myself more, i need to learn how to forgive

thats my new years resolution

i put a whole new meaning to maneatter. lets just leave it at that.

morals my ass, they seem to be out the window when i see you. For me, i believe you have to hit rock bottom before you get back up to the top. So if this isn't rock bottom, i don't know what is. Piece of adivce, hooking up with an exboyfriend isn't a good way to get back up to the top, and it never will be. If you feel as if things will go back to ( Read more... )

my life has been nothing less then fantasticsuperdelicous latley. no complains, i have my license, i see my friends all the time now, i hung out with danielle today. Vacation is now, christmas is soon, i'm putting everything in the past. I'm just happy now, nothing but smilies.

now i just need to get my mannn :)

tomorrow is either going to be the best or the worst day of my life. I'm hoping its the best. I'm not going to school in the morning, instead i'm going for my license, i'm hoping i pass. Cause if i do, i'll be picking danielle up after school, and i haven't seen her since last year, i'm nervous already, i have butterflies, the whole shabang ( Read more... )

i'm suppose to be writing my english paper, but i thought "hey no", so here i am writing something else. This week opened my eyes, and helped me out in someways. After i got dicthed (HEY THANKS!) i was like "WTF?!" how did i let it get to the point were i would be hanging on every word he said (thats not me at all). I felt like i was trying to fix ( Read more... )

I’m making my live journal, private, actually to my eyes only, since my sister wants to ruin my life lately, and I feel as if writing in a live journal is just another way for my peers to judge me, and that’s something I’m not ready for. I’m sure I’ll post public entries when I’m happy, but I don’t feel like worrying about who’s reading my journal ( Read more... )

You Are 72% Open Minded
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a best friend, thats what i need, thats what i want, i figured it out today while i was at lunch with mike, standing their, wishing i had someone to care for me, wishing someone knew how i felt, wishing someone would come save me. Wishing, thats all i ever do, never action. I want someone to want to call me everynight, someone to want to be around ( Read more... )

i've never been as happy as i am now, i'm happy with myself, and thats the most important thing, it seems all i ever needed was someone to hold me, and i have that, and i never want to let go, mike makes me smile everyday, and courtney makes my life just so compelte, their all i need in life ( Read more... )