i love you too. alot. i want to move on with life..and i want you to be apart of it. i miss you so much. i'm dying without you. i want to call you so so bad, but i don't want to upset you. it's just so hard... i miss being able to depend on you. i miss running over to your house and seeing you when i was sad. i miss being able to call you when i needed you. i miss what we had... i'm falling apart without my best friend at my side...my lover. i'm sorry i've treated you wrong..i'm so so sorry. i never wanted this for you. i never wanted to make another person miserable. i never wanted another person to share in my pain. i miss you so much stevi...i miss the old days. i miss going to your mom's all the time and i miss the room at your mom's. i miss those special times we had together...when we were happy. Do you remember them? It's been so long sinc we've been happy, and I've realized this only recently. And I so desperately want them back
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i'd do anything for you. i'd give anything for you. if you were dying and needed one of my kidnies, i'd give it to you..and if you needed another breath, i'd give you my last. i love you so very much..i just want what we had. Do you remember the time me and you went to the party at Khegan Matzenbacher's house..the ASYLUM? I miss those days. 'KATHY, MY MOMMY WANTS TO PUT ME ON BIRTH CONTROL SO ME AND SHAUN CAN HAVE SEX!!'. I miss those days. Or when we would play airplane. And the time when Leah walked in the bedroom when i was sleeping and i told her "come hurr" because i thought she was you...that was a fun night. i wish our relationship was like that
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stevi..when i was in that gawdawful hospital the first time, you were the only thing to give me hope. i cant even lie about that..you were the one who made me happy. even though i was fried off my ass, there was a little bit of hope in me. because i dreamed such a dream of us, and we were doing something that i loved...i've loved you for so long. i never wanted this. i absolutely despise the person i was
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<3Stevi.
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