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[year_and_aday]

I just hacked off like 4 inches of my hair because Brian and I are on a "break" for a few days (his idea) because we keep getting in stupid fights, but I don't really want to be, but don't know what else to do. It's not like I'm constantly annoyed at him and taking it out in fighting. I like being around him all the time. I decided to spend my

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[followingdays]

that does not sound healthy... do you not see that?

[year_and_aday]

Yeah, I totally see that. I have attachment issues like whoa. I thought I had gotten better about it with my friends, but I guess I fell into it again now that I get to see him everyday (when I'm at college, he's a 45 minute drive away, so I see him on weekends and sometimes once during the week as well).

And I exaggerate. I do have other friends here, but only one normal one, and then a few couples that we always hang out with together, so it's not like HIMANDME all the time forever. But I do feel weird hanging out with any of those people one-on-one.

As far as the hair goes, I was already in a bad mood to begin with and the "break" didn't help. I felt more like he was doing it to punish me rather than to help us (which it's the latter, the first is just how I felt).

Point is...I should have stayed in Madison this summer, but it's too late now.

[doctordamn]

sometimes once during the week!!!! you're silly.

im calling you now.

[rockpants]

This post is worthless without pics!

I have attachment issues like whoa.

I hear that. Unfortunately my defense is to build an emotional wall instead. ^_&