I'm so sorry...

[year_of_cat_fan]

W-what have I done? I can't believe that I just ran away...what kind of idiot am I? How could I do that so someone, especially someone that I consider a friend? I wouldn't blame him if he never speaks to me again...I wouldn't want to speak to me ever again...*sniffs*

*rubs eyes* I should have stayed. I should have said something. I should have...I

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[wanks_over_you]

Tohru...please don't cry.

It wasn't your fault. I'm the one who should be sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you....please forgive me.

[year_of_cat_fan]

...Sorry *sniff* I'll stop *sniff*

There's nothing to forgive, you didn't do anything wrong at all.

It's my fault; I didn't think. I just...no, I won't make an excuse. I messed up, it's my responsibility and I'm sorry.

*sniff* I'm so sorry.

[wanks_over_you]

Please stop apologising, Tohru. Like I said before, you didn't do anything wrong. You didn't mess up.

I'm not mad at you and I don't blame you for anything. You were confused...I shouldn't have done that...it was wrong of me. I don't want you feeling bad...

[year_of_cat_fan]

Okay, sorry, I'll stop saying sorry.

I should have reacted better, you deserve better than that. I should have at least stayed...I wanted to say something but everything got all jumbled up in my head and I couldn't say anything. *sniffs*

I know you don't want to keep hearing me say it; but I'm sorry. *sniffs*

[secretlyadept]

A-Are you all right, Miss? ;-;?

[year_of_cat_fan]

I'm fine. I...I just did a very bad thing.

[secretlyadept]

But, you're such a nice person. D: You couldn't possibly have done something that horrible!

[year_of_cat_fan]

Thank you, but...I-I don't feel like a particuarly nice person at the moment.

[i_luv_my_kyo]

Tohru, are you okay?

[year_of_cat_fan]

Kagura I...I've done a really, really bad thing...

[i_luv_my_kyo]

You can tell me. What happened?

[Screened to Kagura]

[year_of_cat_fan]

... *sniffs*

*wipes eyes* A-Aster offered to take me to a cafe. And...and he said that he liked me, and I told him that I liked him too, I mean he's a friend after all. I-I didn't understand that he meant that he liked me. And then...h-he kissed me.

And I just froze, and then I ran...and I'm such an idiot for doing that. Why did I run?

*sniffs* I-I don't know what to do...

[inu_sensei]

What happened? Are you okay?

[year_of_cat_fan]

I...I...I messed up. I seriously messed up. *sniffs*

Screened

[inu_sensei]

How did you mess up, Tohru?

Re: Screened

[year_of_cat_fan]

*sniffs* He was being so nice to me, and he said that he liked me. So I told him that I liked him too, I mean he is a friend after all. B-but I didn't understand.

So he kissed me; to show me what he meant. And I didn't know what to do so I ran away from him. *wipes at eyes with sleeve* W-without saying anything I just ran way from him. Why did I do that?

I...I feel terrible. *sniffs*

[sohmaritsu]

Tohru... I'm sure you wouldn't try to do anything wrong on purpose!

[year_of_cat_fan]

...I did. *wipes at eyes* And I hate that I did it. I feel so ashamed of myself.

[sohmaritsu]

Oh, please don't cry! I'm sure you've done nothing to be ashamed of! Who was it who you ran away from? Whoever it was, they would be crazy not to forgive you!

[year_of_cat_fan]

Aster. *sniffs* And he has forgiven me...but I haven't forgiven me.

I can't believe that he'd forgive me so easily...I don't deserve it. He's too kind.