QUESTIONS ( Read more... )

Hmmm... This is a very unlikely boy for me to like. I usually like the boys that are kind of untouchable. And then I obsess about them and it goes postal.. But no one knows who this boy is... except for joe. And that's bad, but i think i like this boy and not in the like fun "Oh, yeah, i want to kiss him" Like i want to be held by this boy. I want ( Read more... )

I want to have sex with boys... and i wish for no one to speak to me or joe about this outside of the whole livejournal post thing cause i know that people do not approve of my views on sex and such things as sex... but me and joe had a conversation the other day about how i want to have sex with boys and i told him that i wanted to have sex with ( Read more... )

have you ever worn a bra (to a man ( Read more... )

Me and joe had our first big fight yesterday in a really long time. I should be upset about this, but i'm really not. I am still mad at him but not over the inital fight. Okay, so here's what happened. joe got this paintball gun. And we were shooting it around my room (the paint comes off really easy guys, come on, it's fun) well anyways, i went to ( Read more... )

Mike came over last night when he got done exercising. He came into my room and handed me starbucks. It was so cute. LoL so then we were just talking and i'm going to stay the night at his house tonight. I don't konw if he came to school today or not. He said that he was talking to his mom when i came to pick him up for school today and that he was ( Read more... )

I was just reading this entry about me and joe fighitng and i realized that we haven't faught in like forever. It's kind of awesome really, i didn't think that us living together would actually fix anything, i really thought everything was just going to get worse. And it's not, i'm so excited ( Read more... )

So yeah, mike and kevin broke up, for good this time i think. I'm not too sure about all of the details, but mike was over at my house and he was really upset. I don't want to say too much, cause i don't know if mike wants his personal business aired on the internet. But yeah, so i wanted him to stay the night last night and he said that he just ( Read more... )

Well, grandpa's funeral is today. I really just don't feel anything today. Which might be better than how everyone else is acting. They act like this wasn't going to happen... It's horrible that he didn't just get run over by a clown bus, but since this is how it is, i'm just happy that his suffering is over. And that's the truth. Or is it? Will i ( Read more... )

Well, grandpa died the other day... i think it was tuesday night. He was 80, he's lived his live, i guess. It's still sad, though. That man was like a father that actually stayed around for me throughout all of my 17 years, and now it's like i've lost a parent. He's taught me so much, and none of it can be compared to how much he let me know he ( Read more... )