Im winding down and enjoying the first day of my thanksgiving break. Ive got about a week and a half off making me realize that there has been very little schoolage this past month. My projects are turned in - all but one - and now the work is pretty much down hill except for the forty or so essays I gotta grade ( Read more... )

Stomach, stomach stomach. These kinda pains are most frustrating. I can operate, go through the day, sit in class - cause its like a persistant ache that intensifies then feels like your falling (the pit of your stomach moving away from you) when it relents. Like cold going through your body. But test time and essay time has no consideration and I' ( Read more... )

What have I been doing with myself today? Oh yeah, a shit load of homework. Woke up and started my global warming thing, wanted to go shopping but everything I saw at fashion did not persuade me, saw Dave, was a klutz, and indulged in a little Boudin soup which I also brought to Nik. After hanging with Nik for his thirty, a lovely simple time mind ( Read more... )

I don't want to feel ( Read more... )

Just chillin' with my thoughts and my face (the animal that is). I feel exhausted but not tired enough to sleep. I've had the residue of a headache for a while but relaxing has eased it mainly. Thats what happens when you pull things from the depths - and realize things that have been long coming. I have hope - I wont give up - but that doesn't ( Read more... )

Killing as much of this day as I can. Woke up extremely late, 430, although I only went to bed at 3ish. I hate waking up late. I feel as if I've wasted the day, and there its gone. In my dream I thought to myself, I've been dreaming forever, I should wake up and when I did already 430. It was a pretty down day but I did see the Darjeeling limited ( Read more... )

But as it is I'll dream of him tonight, di di di di-di-di.

So the hills of San Diego are burning and quite convienient timing these flames have. This is my midterms weeks but class has been canceled until Sun so that means homework, painting, Tiajana, Jake's B-day, Dave's B-day and Football. A busy week it seems, all the while taking a chill ( Read more... )

I found my desire to center myself. And chide my own weaknesses, my inability to remove my perception when I feel I'm failing. Nik did, exactly what I needed him to do - but then I realized that I shouldn't have asked of him what I did. I do trust him, do love him, and found my own hypocrisy in asking from him something I wasn't expecting from ( Read more... )

So Face has discovered my bed with the new duvet cover, he is quite intrigued. The bed makes russly noises, its almost better then sitting on my papers. He seems pleased with himself ( Read more... )