It Hurts...Knowing That Your Ashamed To Love Me

Oct 19, 2011 04:08

Author: A.C.

Pairing(s): Yesung/Kibum, Others.

Chapter: One

Rating: R

Word Count: 3,117

Genre: High school, Romance, Bets, Lies, Sex?

Disclaimer: I Wished I Owned Yesung...But I Don't So I'll Stick With My Fantasies.

Summary:
It's Not Like Kibum Would Ever Admit It He's The KIM KIBUM One Of The Most Conceited and Fortunate Popular Rich Boys To Ever Walk The Halls Of SM Academy and Yesung Is Just A Weirdo That Everybody Avoids...
But What Happens When Siwon Chooses Yesung As His Next Conquest?
Will Kibum Go Along With His Friends Bet On How Long It Will Take Siwon To Fuck and Dump Yesung?
Is Yesung Really Clueless About The Whole Bet Or Is He Just Pretending To Go Along With It Just To See If He Can Get A Reaction From The Other Boy...

Kibum Gets Jealous,
But Is It Still Enough To Have The Balls To Push Everything Aside and Confess To Yesung Before It's Too Late?

Because Maybe Just Maybe He Might Fall For Siwon.'>


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"It Hurts...Knowing That Your Ashamed To Love Me."

Yesung whispered giving Kibum one last searching look before turning around and Striding
out of the Cafeteria?,out of the Dorm?,out of the Classroom?,out of the Academy?

Out Of Kibum's Life...

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~Warning This Is Incredibly Long and It Might Be Hard To Understand This Chapter Because It's Going To Be Sort of Hazy I Mean They Are Drunk or Not?...So That's How I'm Trying To Write It.

By The Way This Is My First Attempt At Writing Smut...Well Sex...and It Took Me Most Of Today...Man, I Had To Reach Deep Down Into The Corners Of My Mind To Come Up With These Pervy Thoughts...It Might Be A Disappointment...I Mean I Even Tried Re-Reading It Like I Wasn't The Author....and It Totally Didn't Turn Me On.

So Yeah~ I've Come To The Conclusion I Fail At Smut! =P

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Their relationship commenced with a not so innocent kiss that had heightened to a passionate make-out and groping session.

Their hands roaming to places that I'm sure both of them had only ever fantasized about in their wildest dreams.

They were so consumed with the attraction and desire for each other that the notion that they were both boys never seemed to cross their minds.

Soon one had the other on his back in one of the many rooms that wasn't occupied, locking the door with one hand while holding the buttocks of the other boy.

When he reached the foot of the bed one of the boys was tossed onto it as the other straddled him holding the wrists of the boy under him above his head.

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Point of view is changing.

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My shirt was ripped off as he ghosted his fingers across my chest. A gasp escaped my mouth as he stopped over my hardening nipples and used his thumb and index finger to pinch them.

I could literally feel the smirk on his lips against my jaw and neck where he was now sucking hard enough to leave marks.

His warm tongue lapped at my bottom lip, parting them I let him in, My eyes rolling into the back of my head as he kissed me hungrily, pressing his hardened member against mine.

We began to moan as he thrusted onto my hips, I soon began to find the rhythm and thrust back just as roughly.

Still humping me, his lips left my mouth and made its way down to my collarbone where he bit down hard, my eyelids shot open at the pain, he chuckled as he felt me tense and leaned in close to my ear and whispered...

"Your mine now baby."

His hot breath against my ear and the wanton words made me close my eyes and moan even loader than before.

He descended lower to my right nipple and took it into his mouth nipping at it and making wet circles with his tongue.

He did the same with my other nipple before kissing even further down.

I moaned when his tongue wandered down my happy trail and groaned when he stopped at the zipper to my skinny jeans.

My irritations at the loss of his tongue soon subsided when he pulled back and stripped, propping myself up on my elbows I watched him as he drunkenly undressed, the tightness in my pants escalating to a suffocating level.

He stumbled back onto the bed, kneeling in-between my legs as he quickly unzipped my pants pulling my briefs and pants down in one quick movement.

He sat back and stared at my member with wide glazed over eyes, I felt self-conscience and moved my hands to cover myself but he pushed them away and hurriedly grasped the base of my cock, before I could try again, Causing me to moan deeply and jerk my hips upward at the sudden warm grip.

"You're so big baby...Way more than I expected...I want you so bad...Please don't hide yourself from me."He growled in a deep slurred, desperate, wanton voice.

I fell back onto the bed and moaned as he gave my tip a hesitant lick, he then leaned forward taking my head into his mouth before sucking on it experimentally.

After what felt like forever, He finally took as much of me as he could into his scalding cavern. Flames ignited throughout my body as he Bobbed his head on my member, teeth raking up and down my length before he dipped his tongue into and across my slit repeatedly.

I Arched of the bed Yelling In pleasure and Thrusting my hips upwards to get father into the warm cavern that was working wonders on my cock and driving me insane.

The Sensation of having me all the way into his mouth was incredible, I could feel my head brushing against his Uvula.

I guess it wasn't all that great for him because his lips where now stretched widely around the base of my cock, which before he couldn't take all of me into his mouth and now he was practically choking as he deep throated me.

He soon found it easier to do so if he relaxed his throat working around his gag reflexes.

I felt the familiar twisting in the pit of my stomach and I knew I wouldn't be able to hold on much longer and just as I was about to spill over.

He pulled away, kissing my exposed skin as he slid up my body, our sweat mingling, our limbs intertwining, our erections brushing against each other in such a way that at the moment I could think of no words to describe it.

His lips met mine prying my mouth open with his tongue, he kissed me deeply with so much emotion that I froze in shock.

He unlatched his lips from mine, lifting his head to stare into my eyes, he leaned his forehead against mine, his hot breath blowing on my face...at that moment he looked completely sober as he spoke these words

"I love you so much...You make me crazy...I...I need more of you."

I was shocked and still frozen, I couldn't fathom what he meant, and I wasn't really thinking straight.

Partly due to the mind-blowing blow job I had just received and the fact that, Well I'm me.

He noticed my confusion and chuckled, he brought his hand down to my hard penis stroking it with his palm, I shut my eyes tightly and moved my head to the side trying to hide from his piercing gaze. He grabbed my chin with his free hand, tilting it up to face him

"Look at me, I need you...only you."

He rasped, I shook my head in his grasp refusing to look at him, he growled moving the hand that was on my penis to my balls massaging them, my lips parted and a low moan escaped my mouth but I still refused to look at him.

"Look at me, I need you...only you."

He repeated firmly before his hand that was cupping my balls moved lower parting my crack, my eyes shot open as he pressed his middle finger against my anus.

Than the impact about what I was about to do settled in and let's just say I panicked.

Inside my head there was complete turmoil, I was having second thoughts ...don't get me wrong I wanted this I really, really wanted this...but I don't think I was ready to give myself completely to him.

I pushed him off of me and began to rise off the bed to look for my clothes.

He embraced me from the back, arms circling around my waist.

"Please don't leave me, I know I don't deserve you but I need this...I want to feel you."

He cried out tears starting to form in his eyes, I tried to unlatch his arms from my waist but he cried even harder realizing what I was trying to do, I felt something warm trickling down the naked skin of my arms and back.

My heart hurt...I loved him so much, I couldn't bare to see him in pain; With tears in my own eyes I turned around and took him into my arms, kissing away his tears before I explored his mouth.

"Are you sure you want this...Because your Drunk and I know you, You'll regret being with Me in the morning."I questioned looking into his eyes.

"I don't care if I'll regret this in the morning...I want to be with you before I'm Sober...I hate it watching you with them and not being able to do anything about it, because I'm a coward and I won't allow myself to...

So Please I Need This." He replied laying down on the pillows, offering himself to me.

I kissed him lovingly before ghosting my way down to his penis gripping his base and engulfing it into my mouth pleasing his member with my tongue and teeth, it was the perfect size for me, my lips brushed against the his rough pubic hair as I deep throated him, his moans where music to my ears, He began to writhe under me and I knew he was at the edge so I lifted my head and stared up at him, he was looking at me with the most intoxicating expression, his red eyes where half-shut and glazed over, lust swimming in them, his lips where parted, jaw slack, chest heaving. but at the loss of my mouth on him he whined mumbling incoherent words irritated that I had stop pleasuring him.

When he calmed down and stopped breathing so hard, he watched me, waiting for my next move.

I licked my finger and scooped up the pre-cum that was oozing from his slit with my finger, I brought it to my mouth and started to suck on it like a lollipop he squirmed under me begging me to stop teasing him and I Complied lowering myself even lower, spreading his buttocks with my hands, I brought my mouth to his puckered whole attentively licking it, A gasp and an intake of breath and he moaned; Kindling my confidence bringing me to lap at it and when it began to quiver I griped his thighs spreading them even wider for better access.

I pushed my tongue against his sphincter muscles working my way into his rectum making sure to salivate into and around it, I didn't have any lube so we had to make do without it...It's not like I carried those kind of things with me.

When the bundle of tissue muscles began to loosen, I looked up at him giving him a questioning look as if asking for permission.

He nodded showing that he wanted me to continue, I leaned in and kissed him lovingly again, this time much sweeter and not as demanding before parting his thighs with my Knee and positioning myself in between them, I lubed my fingers with our mixed saliva and slipped it into his entrance, he whimpered at the intrusion but didn't voice that he wanted me to stop.

I wiggled my finger around before I inserted a second finger, he whimpered in pain and squirmed but he didn't stop me, so I began to scissor him for about 7 minutes...seriously I silently counted up to 420 seconds slowly.

The long preparation paid off because soon His hips began thrusting in tune with my fingers, I inserted a third and final finger making sure to stretch him even more.

He groaned in pain and lust.

"Are you ready?"

I asked, he bit his lip and nodded in response his eyes locking onto my penis as I guided it to his entrance and eased my head into his anus, He groaned in pain his face contorting into discomfort, I pushed in slowly until I had half my length into him, he felt so hot and agonizingly tight around me, he was clenching me, finger nails embedding into my shoulder blades, his eyes where shut tightly agony written all over his face.

I tried to move...key word here is tried, There was no doubt that he was a Virgin...well at least anally, He so tight that I wasn't sure if I could fit my huge member into him without tearing him in half especially when he was clenching the walls of his rectum so snugly around my penis.

I grabbed his cock and started to pump him, letting my thumb tease his head and my fingernail scrape lightly across his slit.

Elicitating a moan from the other boy, causing him to relax and open his eyes. Still pumping him I pulled out only to thrust powerfully into him, burying all of me inside him, my shaft and hilt disappearing from view.

I stayed like that for awhile engulfed inside him letting him get used to my length and width, the heat was unbearable it took all of my self-control to not pound him into the mattress but I wanted him to initiate our lovemaking.

After what seemed like eternity he began to thrust his hips upward informing me that he was ready for me to move, I finally gave in; Pulling out and Thrusting back in repeatedly, he moaned as I changed the angle with each thrust. Until he loudly and spasmly cried out something incoherent.

When it registered what I had hit, I thrusted into it again, and again, and again, and again with so much force until the other boy was screaming for more, with every fast and hard pound to his prostate his screams escalated.

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Point of view is changing.

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"Harder!"

I screamed as we both thrusted solidly together in unison. I was on the brink of insanity, I needed to find release soon or I'd surly go crazy. I removed my hands that had left scratches along his shoulders, back, and arms and moved one of them to grip his butt cheek and the other onto my cock where I soon found myself pumping along in time to our thrusting, our hands on each other's as we both masturbated my cock in harmony.

I watched as his eyes traveled down to where he was penetrating me, Focusing on the way his cock was moving in and out of me so easily now, in awe. I yelled in complete bliss as his head collided against my prostrate repeatedly. He groaned and the sound was so Sensual that the thin line that my sanity was dangling from broke and I came onto our torsos, Screaming his name; He grunted something I couldn't comprehend or hear...due to the way I was screaming.

He moaned and grunted once more before having his orgasm, reaching his own brink and spurting his cum into my bowels; He proceeded with a couple of more thrusts, Milking out his orgasm before collapsing on top of me, Wrapping the hand that was on my cock around my waist, Both of us where panting our breaths coming in fast and quick like we were still making love. His head buried into the hallow between my chest and jaw, Face pressing against my neck He mumbled a quick

"I LOVE YOU" right before biting down really hard on my jugular, causing me to yelp in more pain.

"Now, even if you deny us...I'll remember this...The night where you were only mine...This mark will serve as a reminder...For you to know that I've claimed you." He whispered just before falling asleep, still within me.

I grunted in discomfort, I could hardly breath and the position I was in was not helping...my legs spread wide, his body between them on top of mine, member implanted deep within me, my arms cradling him.

I tightened my arms around him and used every ounce of strength I had left to roll us over without pressing my weight onto the sleeping boy; I slid down him finding that it would be easier to get his member that was impaling me out this way. It worked, his cock slowly withdrawing from my rectum with a Suction like noise and soon my face was staring right at his flaccid cock that was emitting a very putrid smell...a mixture of sweat, cum and my blood.

Damn even when he was limp it was almost the same length as mine hard, I couldn't help but stare in admiration.

I finally rose to my feet in pain, my whole body feeling sore and raw, cum and blood leaking down my thighs and dripping from my a ghastly stretched hole.

I searched for my clothes bending over to pick them up gasping at the agonizing ache that was shooting up my ass, lower back and spine...It hurt like hell.

Somehow I put my clothes on and walked over to the bed and began to pull the soiled comforter out from under the sleeping boy, tossing it beside a closet door and opening it to find a fresh blanket, there was none but there was a simple sheer cotton sheet...It would do the same thing.

So I used it to cover the exposed boy, tucking him in; I brushed the hair from his face that was covering his eyes, forehead and temple.

I gazed at him studying the contour of his beautifully defined face, I leaned closer to him and pressed my swollen lips onto his soft luscious ones before kissing his cheek and pulling back.

"I'm sorry...I keep on hurting you." I whispered, but it seemed to ring out loudly in the quiet room, only the steady sounds of his breathing and the words I just uttered could be heard.

I practically waddled out of the room, glancing back for one more look as I continued to make my way down the hall trying not to step on other students who had passed out in the hallways, I could hear that the party was still carrying on, I extended the stairs and rejoined in.

All the While Chastising myself for Being Deceitful and Acting Intoxicated .

However I didn't regret what had just Conspired between us...

If anything I was a little bit Abashed at the fact that I ...Bottomed.

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Meanwhile...

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I peered down at the provocative figure of the Breathtakingly Angelic slumbering boy who only had a thin sheet to separate his nude body from my ogling leer.

Maybe I was Infatuated with him...but so what?

That asshole didn't deserve him, he didn't deserve to be the one writhing under My Angel and moaning his name.

I Do!...I've loved only him since we first met!

Nevertheless I couldn't help but smile now....

That little asshole left My Angel all alone, naked and ready for me.

Maybe I should thank him, Because now nobody was in the way of me claiming what rightfully should be mine...

What will be mine...soon very soon.

With that I ripped the sheet off of him, exposing his arousing inviting body....

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I Already Have The Next Chapter Written...It Was Supposed To Be Chapter 1 but I Figured I Should Write The Most Important Part Of The Story First...So This Is The Out Come Of That.

Anyway This Should Be Somewhere In The Middle Of The Story...The Next Chapter Is Where It ReWinds and Begins At The Beginning.

I Hope You Enjoy My First Horribly Written Smut!

Adios! Mi Gente Espero Que Te Haya Gustado!!!!!!!!

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