tired.
exhausted.
i don't know what to do.

it was beautiful, really ( Read more... )

and a month later ( Read more... )

finally in a place that truly feels like home...

and i am in love with her beyond belief.

that and smith is my true saving grace. even if i don't have a work-related reason to be here this early, i belong here. now. for a long, long time.

home. home home home ( Read more... )

surprisingly calm ( Read more... )

it's official.

i'm feeling whole again...2 out of three united. only 9 days left.

alexandra has filled an empty space. thank the lord.

just had dinner with arianne and fam ( Read more... )

spanks, cass. here yaaaaa goooooooooo ( Read more... )

i just spent an hour with alec in my lap sleeping away and i could hardly move because i was so full of love for this little kid. he makes me so happy. Alanna calls me airreeka, Jonah has a crush on me, and zachary surprises me everyday with his sweetness.

i love this week.

i'm starting to feel useful.

isn't that progress?

we shall see.