so heere i am babysitting.. bc that is all i ever do; work work work work wokr . well i got my lazy ass up this morning and went over to ty's before i had to go to work. and then she called me and said that i didnt have to go until 3 so that gave me a little more time. i had so much fun ... even though it was me and a bunch of guys, they were a ( Read more... )

I HATE THE WEATHER!!! i am so mad about the fireworks last night. i took off work and everything and then they go and cancel them and it was gorgeous out by 6 o clock. so they moved them until tonight and guess what? i have to work. i always have to work. saturday i specifically took off so that i could have the whole day to chill and then spend ( Read more... )

so last night i came home from work and jairus came over. it was an interesting night, let me say that. first we couldnt decide what to do bc there is nothing to do in this god forsaken town. but we finally decided that we would go get icecream and then watch armageddon bc i have never seen it. well we made it to the icecream but then we decided to ( Read more... )

it isnt fair ( Read more... )

so last night i went out with an old friend, i am very happy to say that we had a differnt but fun evening. i finally saw the new movie with morgan freeman in it.. i cant remember the name for the life of me right now. anyways then we went swinging but that didnt last long until the cops showed up bc we were at the park after dark, and we proceeded ( Read more... )

well things have been a little better lately.. i worked things out with soem people and that helped my life go a little smoother this week ( Read more... )

so monday was really nice to have the day off.. howver i didnt do much of anything until emily was done with work. it was nice to relax. so that night emily punky and i had a very intense conversation that i feel is not yet over. it was good to get some of the stuff out in the open but thigns are weird now and i dont feel like they had ot be. i ( Read more... )

why the hell do you keep callling and keep paging and keep emailing.. how long will it take ebfore you get the point.. just bc you are part of my family doesnt mean that i wont hurt you just like all the rest.. i always end up hurting, unless i am getting hurt. and i refuse to get hurt anymore. i wont let it happen. i wont put myslef in the ( Read more... )

so tha tis all i have been doing lately. i got anoter job waitressing at ole ole.. an di have been working non stop there. but i am making money so i cant really complain. well i just got back from class and i have a few free hours befor ei have to go to wrk so i am going ot take adv antage of that ( Read more... )

well i dont really now what to write in this thing.. so much has been going on but all in my head ( Read more... )