Everything is going to be aaaaayeeee okay sweeties, believe me. I am so so sorry that I didn't get a chance to see you today. I had to get things ready because it is my sister's birthday tomorrow. Oh the life of being a good child. I seriously think this trip will be so much fun for you if you leave all of your worries, drama, and sad stuff in Savannah in the trash, and go with a positive attitude that you are going to have a fun time and do a lot of interesting things and meet new people. Now I know you don't like meeting new people...hell I hate everyone for the most part because there is always something that I just don't agree with them doing, but I get over it and just open up to how they act and just try to be nice and enjoy life to the fullest. I think this trip will really help you grow as a person and will help you so much when you return to get on the right track with a great attitude about life. I remember back when you were truly happy. That was around a year ago. That was when we were together and you were
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God. I'm crying. I love you too, Sarah. Really really really. I was in Target today, and I got really sad. I remembered the day I went in and tried to get you to talk to me, and you completely ignored me. Its weird how just being in a place can bring back all these feelings as if they are fresh. Sarah, I hope you are right about California. I hope you know that you are one of my best friends. It makes me sad to think that you werent happy as well to be with me. I thought I made you happy. At least sometimes. I did what I could. I loved you as hard as I was able. I look back on those days and I still think it was somehow all my fault.
I still love you babe, all the time I think back and wonder if I made the mistake. You did make me happy. You made me feel special, but most of all, you made me feel loved.
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I'm crying.
I love you too, Sarah.
Really really really.
I was in Target today, and I got really sad.
I remembered the day I went in and tried to get you to talk to me, and you completely ignored me.
Its weird how just being in a place can bring back all these feelings as if they are fresh.
Sarah, I hope you are right about California.
I hope you know that you are one of my best friends.
It makes me sad to think that you werent happy as well to be with me.
I thought I made you happy.
At least sometimes.
I did what I could.
I loved you as hard as I was able.
I look back on those days and I still think it was somehow all my fault.
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