it hurts so much when i think about how it would have been 5 months today.

i don't think i can do this. i mean, i'm barely making it through one day. how long is this supposed to last? i don't know how long i can deal with this chest constricting, stomach churning, heart wrenching pain before i just go completely insane. i mean, before long, i'll just confine myself to my room to let my tears pour and my heart bleed ( Read more... )

if someone would be so kind as to shoot me in the face, i'd be eternally grateful. and so would everyone else. thanks!
~katy

ahhhh....2005. how exciting. i get the sneaking suspicion it will be a lot like 2004. ah well. i can't complain a whole lot. 2004 wasn't all that terrible. i fell in love in 2004. course- i'm still in love, in 2005. so that hasn't changed....not much has. but then- it's still the first day. who knows what a new year will bring.
~katy

Merry Christmas everyone. if you're reading this, i <3 you. Have a wonderful holiday.

I don't want a lot for Christmas ( Read more... )

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more ( Read more... )

yes!!!! i'm killin hilary duff!! and orlando bloom!!! what!!!

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whooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!! i'm not a huge loser!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have a life!!!!!!! i did go out tonight!!!! hooray!!!!!!!
i went to the play with liz and sara, in case you're wondering. it was hilarious. not necessarily the play, but some of the conversations we had (during and after...)...priceless. i <3 those girls.