Dear LiveJournal,
I am so sorry for neglecting you. You are still my favorite place to be online, I only cheated on you lightly.
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I'm totally in love with Glee right now.
The songs are awesome, the actors and actresses are awesome, the jokes are awesome and the entire show is awesome. My favorite pairing might you ask? No, it's not Finchel, or Quick, or Puckleberry (actually I ship this a little) or Wemma, NO. I SHIP BRITTANA, THAT'S RIGHT. Brittany / Santana. Offended? smd. On that note:
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Skip this part if you don't want to hear about my teenage college troubles.
So, I'm in my last year of high school and shit I'm worried.
I know it’s not the end of the world, but every time I think about entering CEGEP and picking a program, I feel really worried. A part of me desperately wants to do what I love and apply to the
Fine Arts program at Dawson, but the logical part of me that wants the security of ensuring myself a job, wants to apply to the
(Honors) Commerce program at Marionopolis. The idea of drawing, painting and learning different mediums is an idea of paradise for me. Then it spirals down towards the idea that to be in such an industry, an industry where you have to be the best to be noticed, terrifies me to no end. I’m the kind of person that if I’m good at something, I want to be the best at it. But I also know I’m not the most motivated person in the world, but I love art, I really do.
Commerce is just commerce. I have neutral opinions to it right now but I feel like it’d be easier to get a job in commerce than in anything art related. I talked with my family the other day about my interest in fine arts and they basically shot the idea down. Not like "you can't do it." more like, "think about this, this is a bad idea, we're just going to very obviously convince you not to do this."
GIVE ME ANY ADVICE YOU HAVE.
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No, my love for Virtue/Moir still hasn't died. It has just dwindled down lightly. :P
Saw their exhibition program to "I Want To Hold Your Hand." And oh my, God.
That is all.
Jasmine