Ok so I am seriously pissed right now. Not only am I starting to feel the depression, Jill warned me about, my sisters are able to eat amazing food and my friends enjoy awesome lunches, while I sit with a can of nutrition coated in synthetic chocolate. It makes me feel so sick. I’m taking no medication, so the pain is hard to deal with. I am
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I am extremely depressed right now, so please don’t offer me pity, it will make it worse. I am telling you this in advanced because I don’t want to get pissed off at anyone in specific right now (I’m just plain angry and frustrated) or make myself feel crappier.
I understand your pain... as annoying as that is- but the first week back is the hardest, then it's pretty much level ground from then on out.
Jill told me about her depressed friend to -and then i though- why is she telling both of us this? It's going to make us depressed to?- So I dunno, just do the things that make you happy the most in order to keep sane. Personaly speaking, I started writting a lot since I couldn't talk. And because I usually REALLY enjoy food, i enjoyed music and stretching instead.
I found that suplimenting my lack of one sence with 2 others often worked, it might for you too.
love and best wishes!
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