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a/n: Sorry for broken!engrish, sorry for fail story, sorry because i haven't write fic for a year so maybe this isn't work out.
there is hope but not for us (seungho/nana) G. 298words
Jinah knows what she would fight for in this world. She has been standing by herself now, so far, and she’s sure won’t let go what she already had.
But sometimes, what she has is something she doesn’t want, and then, things that she doesn’t have is the thing that she really wants. Yet she knows, this thing will always happen-because hey, it’s life.
Jinah likes to sing, really. She really likes it; the stage, the spotlight, the micropohone, the camera, and screaming fans. It's her dream since eight, and it has come true.
But Jinah is still human, she isn’t a flawless doll who’s always being admire by her fans. She's still not as amazing as it is, as beautiful as it is, not perfect enough. But she likes to pretend she is, so she still thinks she is fine.
Seungho is a treasure, the most precious things that stores under her bed-hers only, and she would never share him with anyone else.
Except Seungho is the one who wants to share himself with other girls.
Jinah’s heart is broken and tired, twisted and every little pieces of it can’t be put back together. That's enough. She’s Jinah, she's not a toy, she's not a doll. She’s not Nana. Nana, the girl who can smile every time-and how hard she tries, she can’t be like Nana.
Jinah is conscious, she knows what she has and not. So she walks out slowly, and tries to burn.
There are some days when she believes she must fight for what she wants-love, dreams, hope-but all she knows is, this is not the day. If Seungho don’t fight for his, her, their love, she knows what she has to do.
The only way, maybe, give up.
and this is reality (yuri-centric, minho/yuri) PG. 401words
Yuri hears some loud knocks outside the bathroom with Taeyeon and Sunny’s voices as the background. Her eight sisters are trembling and frightened behind the bathroom door, she knows and she smiles. Yuri just closes her eyes and ears, hopes that maybe everything will be gone and back to normal if she opens hers again-even though she already knew it wouldn’t happen.
And the reality speaks, nothing happens, not even a single atom of the world. Magic is lie.
Life is passing by so fast nowadays. And oftenly, Yuri finds herself walking shivering in the dark with no one knows, no one helps. Suddenly everything becomes blur and unclear. Many question come after one popped out from her mind. What should i fight for in life? What am i looking for? Why am i holding on?
Then she knows, what she always did during her life is running. She never stopped for a while-no matter how tired she was, she never looked back even it was only to see what she left behind.
She always hides her heart, pretending she doesn’t have one so nobody can get into hers. Because she knows she’ll get hurt if that happens.
Yuri stands in front of the mirror, sees the shadow of a girl with a jaded smile and swollen eyes and broken heart. She’s nothing but bones covers with skin. And that's exactly what the management wants, how they market her-but unfortunately, there’s nothing more to throw out.
"Kwon Yuri! What are you doing in there?! Quickly open the door! What the - "
Yuri turns back, a little surprises to hear his heavy and husky voice that mingled with many shouts of her eight other siblings.
Minho is busy, always busy-especially after their debut in Japan-but he's happy, she knows it and she gets jealous of him easily. But Yuri likes it when everyone can be happy. But this time, she’s the only one who’s not.
But it doesn’t matter now, because she will end. Everything will end.
Yuri soaks herself in the bathtub and drowns her whole body. She shuts her eyes and smiled for the last time of her life, and suddenly she can taste her blood mixes with her tears. And in the end, Yuri gives him nothing but a mental message, hoping he knows it.
I love you. Take care of yourself-goodbye.
there is hope but not for us (seungho/nana) G. 298words
Jinah knows what she would fight for in this world. She has been standing by herself now, so far, and she’s sure won’t let go what she already had.
But sometimes, what she has is something she doesn’t want, and then, things that she doesn’t have is the thing that she really wants. Yet she knows, this thing will always happen-because hey, it’s life.
Jinah likes to sing, really. She really likes it; the stage, the spotlight, the micropohone, the camera, and screaming fans. It's her dream since eight, and it has come true.
But Jinah is still human, she isn’t a flawless doll who’s always being admire by her fans. She's still not as amazing as it is, as beautiful as it is, not perfect enough. But she likes to pretend she is, so she still thinks she is fine.
Seungho is a treasure, the most precious things that stores under her bed-hers only, and she would never share him with anyone else.
Except Seungho is the one who wants to share himself with other girls.
Jinah’s heart is broken and tired, twisted and every little pieces of it can’t be put back together. That's enough. She’s Jinah, she's not a toy, she's not a doll. She’s not Nana. Nana, the girl who can smile every time-and how hard she tries, she can’t be like Nana.
Jinah is conscious, she knows what she has and not. So she walks out slowly, and tries to burn.
There are some days when she believes she must fight for what she wants-love, dreams, hope-but all she knows is, this is not the day. If Seungho don’t fight for his, her, their love, she knows what she has to do.
The only way, maybe, give up.
and this is reality (yuri-centric, minho/yuri) PG. 401words
Yuri hears some loud knocks outside the bathroom with Taeyeon and Sunny’s voices as the background. Her eight sisters are trembling and frightened behind the bathroom door, she knows and she smiles. Yuri just closes her eyes and ears, hopes that maybe everything will be gone and back to normal if she opens hers again-even though she already knew it wouldn’t happen.
And the reality speaks, nothing happens, not even a single atom of the world. Magic is lie.
Life is passing by so fast nowadays. And oftenly, Yuri finds herself walking shivering in the dark with no one knows, no one helps. Suddenly everything becomes blur and unclear. Many question come after one popped out from her mind. What should i fight for in life? What am i looking for? Why am i holding on?
Then she knows, what she always did during her life is running. She never stopped for a while-no matter how tired she was, she never looked back even it was only to see what she left behind.
She always hides her heart, pretending she doesn’t have one so nobody can get into hers. Because she knows she’ll get hurt if that happens.
Yuri stands in front of the mirror, sees the shadow of a girl with a jaded smile and swollen eyes and broken heart. She’s nothing but bones covers with skin. And that's exactly what the management wants, how they market her-but unfortunately, there’s nothing more to throw out.
"Kwon Yuri! What are you doing in there?! Quickly open the door! What the - "
Yuri turns back, a little surprises to hear his heavy and husky voice that mingled with many shouts of her eight other siblings.
Minho is busy, always busy-especially after their debut in Japan-but he's happy, she knows it and she gets jealous of him easily. But Yuri likes it when everyone can be happy. But this time, she’s the only one who’s not.
But it doesn’t matter now, because she will end. Everything will end.
Yuri soaks herself in the bathtub and drowns her whole body. She shuts her eyes and smiled for the last time of her life, and suddenly she can taste her blood mixes with her tears. And in the end, Yuri gives him nothing but a mental message, hoping he knows it.
I love you. Take care of yourself-goodbye.