Oops! One to Many Bad Ideas.

[yellowgirl83]

So I did something yesterday that I know in my mind is not the best idea, but I did it anyways. Yesterday morning, I was online with my sister. She told how Ron, Ian, and Troy went to the bar that night (it was 2 in the morning her time when we talked). I decided to call Ian when I went to send my report and bullshited with him for a min. Not

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you know better

[jenandben_fiji]

Honey, honey, honey. Not only do you know better but you know the pain that missing him causes. I was an idiot for doing what I did but just remember he did it too. You can't let yourself keep loving somebody that hurts you more than anybody ever had. I know from experience. I have been around and have known you for almost 9 years. He is the only one that has gotten to you this way but he is the only one who has hurt you so badly that even i couldn't cheer you up. Just remember to move forward. You CAN'T find love in the past that wasn't there, on both side, to begin with. I love you girl, and i hope that someday soon you find that one perfect person made just for you. Talk to you soon.
Jen

Re: you know better

[yellowgirl83]

It was a momentary thing. I blame it on Matt, because he smacked me after he read it and then we decided to watch a movie. So everything is better now.