maybe it's just me, and it seems to be very possible, that some people were just brought up with no manners nor class. now, in my opinion, i believe that everyone should be pleasant to everyone, until given a reason not to be. this seems fair, no?

granted my incident starting up this whole topic was yesterday, and should be old news by now, however ( Read more... )

i've come to realize that missing you will never be easy... this is the hardest thing i've ever had to do. knowing that i won't be stealing the covers in the middle of the night, or begging be the 'little spoon' or even the simple and little things, like the usual kiss before leaving to go to class. all i need is to be in HIS arms right now to know ( Read more... )

i love the whole being in love and having that one person always there for you and whatnot, but it's so much harder when they're 3 & 1/2 hours away and can't be with you all the time like in most relationships. all of my friends have their boyfriends within 20 minutes of them and majority of the time, i feel that they take them for granted. when ( Read more... )

so i've been such a sap lately, that i'm too ashamed to tell my friends about it, nor anyone else, and i figure hey, no one actually READS my livejournal, so why not vent here? well here it goes folks.

it is true, i made an entry a few years ago, approximately november '04 i would say about being so happy and content and in love. as we all know or ( Read more... )

so yeah katherine's livejournal inspired me to write in mine again. maybe not consecutively, but hey, we'll see. butttt yeah, funny about my last entry, because now there's finally explanations and actions towards the problem from winter break. boy oh boy how things have changed. did the whole first year of school thing, got heartbroken once and ( Read more... )

so i've come to realize that i hate being home and cannot wait to go back to school. with the freedom and lack my parental encouters. it's not that they're strict or anything when i come home, i just can't stand being around them. the mom who over reacts and the dad who doesn't give a shit. lovely. it's different once you've been away from all that ( Read more... )

fuck you livejournal. i just did this hugeeeeeeeeeee update and i hit the backspace button by accident and it deleted EVERYTHING.
what a waste.

yeah i don't know why i'm doing an update right now, because i'm just gonna semi-bitch the whole time and i really hate doing that. but whatever, i already started, so there's no going back now. i'm really REALLY nervouse for school. it's less than two weeks away, i haven't talked to my roommate yet, and i'm just scared i guess. i don't know. i ( Read more... )

lately i've just been thinking about the "ifs" in my life...

if i was smarter, i would actually be going to the college i want and be somewhat excited about going. 
if i was maybe a little prettier, "he" wouldn't have left me months ago...
if i was skinnier, i would fit in more with my friends.
if i was only bit more open, my friends would be more ( Read more... )

so yeah i can't move i'm in so much pain. =(
not that i would anyways, considering the bowling ball i have on my chin.
according to nicolaa, i "should take a picture and send it to giuness book of world records"
yeah don't think so, sorry lover, hahaa.
this sucks, it's so nice out and i wanna lay out, or go out, but i can't!!!!!
and my dreams are ( Read more... )