Eeteuk/Ryeowook
pg, 246 words
violence
028 Eeteuk/Ryeowook choking
I like to think of myself as a peaceful man, though it's hard to be peaceful with 12 guys around you most of the time, but I manage. But out of all the 12 guys, there's one I wish to kill.
My hands itch most of the time I'm around him because of the urge to choke him. To wrap my hands around that neck of his and squeeze until there's nothing left. To hold his neck in one hand while the other stabs him with a knife, any thing to get my hands on him.
And while most might think I want him, I would have to say that they are right, but I want him dead, by my hands. To inflict this choking feeling he always give me. I can't stand to be smothered; yet that's all he does to me. I wish him dead so that I might find peace once again.
"Ryeowook-ah, are you ok?" Am I? Later, when they catch me, I'll just plead temporary insanity, cause I can't hold myself back anymore.
But am I really to blame for the fact that they happen to come in while he was on his last breath? It's amazing how fast they work when he's in trouble, but to hell with them, I want him dead.
So the last thing I see before someone knocks me out is my hands around his neck, and this feeling of peace returning to me...