Yes I am still here. I am alive, but I haven't been writing because 1) I forgot about the site, and 2) work and my boyfriend take up a lot of my available time. Keyna is a great guy. My feelings run deep for him. In the beginning I wrote to him through facebook and email. I haven't done that lately. Maybe I should start again, because I feel ( Read more... )

I'm no longer holdin down these lame @ss dudes here. Everything is in the open and I'm happy to say that it feels great!


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BSU had a car wash yesterday. We made a good amount of money washing over 120 cars. I hope we make this an annual event because with pledges and donations, we made up for our deficit this year as well as paying for some of NBSU next semester ( Read more... )

I have to get back into MERC and start hanging out again. I've been stopping into Tashas office every so often this past week. It's nice being able to just relax for a bit. I honestly was contemplating quitting BSU for a while, until I realized that my problems weren't related to BSU at all, and that I was just trying to give myself an excuse to ( Read more... )

I am incredibly tired right now.
I just don't know what I'm gonna do.
These stupid boys are giving me a headache, thinking they can use and abuse me.
I don't wanna deal with that crap anymore.
I just wanna find myself, live my own life on my terms.
I need strength and determination to finish this semester.
I need to stop smoking.


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Ok so I haven't written for a long time. I have a LOT to put on paper because I feel I've become a totally different person in the past few months. Or however long it's been since I wrote last. Which is probably somewhere around NBSU or a bit after that time.

wow, i am wondering how long it's been since i last wrote in my journal... i guess it's been a while because i can't remember when i made an entry ( Read more... )

This is the rough draft of a paper I wrote for Carlos. It's really a rough draft, not my best work, so don't go hating or anything ( Read more... )

I am very apprehensive about going home for the weekend. Actually I am not going home quite yet, but I am going to my grandmas house in RI on Thursday. Then I will be home on Thursday night until Saturday. I think that is the most time I can stand around my family at this point. Two days should be enough. When I go home for the weekends, I can ( Read more... )