You know when things are awry, and you fantasize about the best possible circumstance, knowing full well it's not likely to happen? This is better than what I even thought possible. It's weird though, because I was so certain of what would happen, and fully expected the worst, that now that it's a complete 180 turn-around I feel thrown off. Maybe ( Read more... )

Last week I noticed a spiderweb forming on my drivers side rearview mirror. Since then I have knocked it down at least four times. Each next day, that spider has built it back up. I don't know what he expects to catch going seventy down the highway... but I think I'm a lot like that spider ( Read more... )

whattheheck i can't stop lj'ing ( Read more... )

So after reading up on the Strattera side effects, I'm concerned about taking it at this uncertain point in my life. On the plus side, it could help me focus in my class and pending extra curricular activities. I feel relatively sedated (perhaps from overall mental/emotional exhaustion) which, if it continues could prove to be beneficial. On the ( Read more... )

I drove to work by way of 64-E this morning, from my stay at Sarah's in New Market. I'm not sure I'd ever seen the valley in this early morning fog before, it was beautiful. I've reached a calm, an internal peace with whatever is to happen in my life. I'm up for anything, really. And quite sure that very soon (within the next six months) I will be ( Read more... )

High frequency LJ updates courtesy of my lack of Internet outside of work. Being there is no myspace access at work, LJ's just about my best method of communicating on this good ol' interweb ( Read more... )

Long story short I had an x-ray done yesterday to make sure I have no heart abnormalities due to chronic chest pain I've had for years. My heart seems to be doing perfectly well, but the doctor noted I have a bit of scoliosis, and because of this one of my lungs is larger than the other. What's interesting is now I finally have a scientifically ( Read more... )

"I think it's time for a change ( Read more... )

I swear my relationship gets shittier every week.

this diet sucks.
i haven't eaten a carb, had any alcohol, or digested fruit in eight days and have seen NO results.
on the upside, i've been doing pilates the last three days and i feel great!