New Years even consisted of sleeping. No kiss. Only sleeping and trying to swallow pain medication. Amber brought me Jello. I watched part of a movie before I slept more. Wisdome teeth. They can kill any holiday. While I really want some Carretta's or a hamburger or something normal-I haven't had a terrible experiance. Yes, my face is still kind of ( Read more... )

Today was fairly succesful. I finally have a set of wheels. While I am excited about my newly found independence. I still can't help but think-it is just a thing. And that is it. Yes, it makes life a whole lot easier. I am glad I have a car now. However, it doesn't make up for everything else. Possesions aren't the only thing in this world that ( Read more... )

I am sick and tired of covering this up. if anyone hasn't noticed talk of this beauitful boy in my entries. yesterday's and before at school. some of you don't really know me all that well-however, if you do-and some people already know-that beautiful boy's name is Tibbils. to some people this may be a big deal. simply because things didn't work ( Read more... )

last night makes me wonder ( Read more... )

drama all there is is drama. the world revolves around drama. I always get emotional around the Christmas season. the oppositite sex says women are complicated. the truth is all we want is something real. maybe Im an idealist with a hint of romanticism. I'm and tiny girl with a big heart who wants someone to honestly care about. so what if I am a ( Read more... )

I know I know it's Christmas and I should be spending time with family. Only, I have done about enough of that for one day. I got enough money from the "informal Ourso trust fund" to buy a laptop. I can't wait. Finally, a computer that actually will work all the time. Not when it feels like it. Due to it snowing here-even thought it wasn't exactly ( Read more... )

even though the alcohol plan wasn't as succesful as we thought it would be the night was still fun as always and I wrote 4 new songs-lyrics-and froze my ass off that the lakefront. fun times.

Last night was exteremly surreal ( Read more... )

the last two days I have been with my two best friends in the whole wide world. even though we didn't see the sunrise we saw the sunset. the sky was so incredibly perfect. I thought of John and how he needs to visit the south. we watched movies, drank, played guitar in the garage and went to Java. Times like those I have missed. I am so glad Alex ( Read more... )

"the color is purple" Amber
"does that mean I'm drunk" Me

Mood rings. gotta lovem'