okay. my day started out at 6:30 when i decided to close my eyes for five more minutes. five minutes turned into an hour. my cell phone rang and it was tammi saying that she was outside. i started freaking out so i let them in the house and i took the quickest shower ever. then i came down, got dressed, and we left for new rochelle to drop ( Read more... )

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i woke up at like 11 today, went to IHOP w/ the family, and after a bit of shaky planning, elana, tammi and i figured out how to get to the city. tammi is picking me up at 7:30 AM and we're dropping andrew off in New Rochelle, then we're going to yorktown and we're gonna get elana and then we're all gonna go on the choo choo and meet up with the ( Read more... )

i just had a long talk w/ jamie. he apologized for how he acted and i accepted. things are really lookin bad for him, and he really needs someone to talk to.. i cant turn my back on him now. and he is one of my closest friends whether i like it or not. we just seem to understand each other so much better now, and i like that. i like it when he ( Read more... )

since its a new year, im trying to be differnt... nicer, more understanding. im also apologizing to everyone i wronged cuz i really want to be a better person. but jamie just keeps making it more and more difficult. we were talking online and he was high. he was fucking high. and as much as i want to be friends with him, i cant tolerate smoking. ( Read more... )

okay, since it's a new year and all, i just wanted to thank a couple of people...
( lashana tovah )

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okay first of all....


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i feel so relieved. he wanted it too. he's okay this time. we're gonna be biffers :) im a lil upset that we're not an 'us' anymore, but it was for the best. and even though it hurts, im a strong person -- we'll both be over it eventually. our friendship will surpass everything. JAMES LEIGHFIELD MANIX -- I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE MY BESTEST BUDDY ( Read more... )

oh man the interview went great! i walked in and my friend, mallory who works there was like, 'HEY LETTY!' and then the man who was paying at the register looked up and it was my old music teacher from elementary school (who i frikkin love to death). the manager was like, 'oh you konw her.. can you tell me a bit about her?' and mr jaffee was like ( Read more... )