As ridiculous as it is, I think my unconscious strategy of late has been to conceal as much of me as possible as I struggle to understand the truth of myself. As if someday I will just be ready to make a great unveiling of the “new and improved” product. That, I realize, promises to be a lonely venture. The marketing approach to life and love is ( Read more... )

The Man 2 Dialogs: Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Dating, Explained In Three Acts BY KARL MAMER My first feeble, not to mentioned borrowed, attempt answer Gozer24's call for information regarding the dating habits of the fairer sex . Actually, this pertains quite a lot to ( Read more... )

I have spent the last several hours watching, waiting and hoping to observe elicit acts of bug sex. Yes, that's right, the glamorous life of the biologist in full swing. I had a few minutes before the next mating bout and it was either share this newsflash with you, or chess with the computer. And frankly I am tired of chess with the computer ( Read more... )

I am way behind and have much to write about, but now is not the time. For the moment let me just say that 2003 ended nearly as poorly as it could have. There were highlights to be sure. Like " oh shit, I accidentally inhaled both lines, oh boy!" and "I really hope the coke maintains the upper hand over the shrooms because I don't really feel ( Read more... )

This entry was inspired by my recent, ill-advised reviewing of the directors cut of “Requiem for a Dream ( Read more... )

So, I have a shy, but sassy, friend getting married who we have decided to endow ( Read more... )

I've always suspected, but last night confirms it. Stress does for my subconscious what LSD does for my conscious. Namely agitate and turn it lose. Poke it with sticks until it is good and riled and up and then open the floodgate. In anticipation of the beginning of my own version of a "bisected December" I dreamt the following ( Read more... )

Today I am considering quitting grad school. It brings me neither pleasure nor money nor fame. In truth, I was angling for the pleasure aspect but failing that I might have settled for either or both of the other two. In the absence of all three however, I think it is time to reconsider my options. As of this moment, they include the following ( Read more... )

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