some freaking exciting shit ( Read more... )

So i had a kind of emotional day yesterday ( Read more... )

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soooo the update ( Read more... )

Ok i am like fucking exhausted right now but i'm updating for YOU GUYS cause i love you that much. and also i think i'll be too overwhelmed for like the next week b/4 i'll be able to be on this again. so ten hours in the back of my dads truck? not so hot. actually it wasn't so bad its just that we had to get up at 5:30 so i was exhausted the whole ( Read more... )

too many songs make me wanna cry right now.

i dont want to feel like this. at all. i love where i am right now and i dont want it to ever stop. i know i've sad before that "all good things come to an end" and shit like that. but i still dont want to have to face it. it makes me too sad to even talk about it much more now.

but at least i said it.

got my wisdom teeth out today. i wanst looking forward to it at all and it kinda sucked for the first few hours but now i'm pretty much fine. i mean there's pain and grogginess but i'm pretty happy. probably cause my parents arent yelling at me for stuff lol ( Read more... )

i was talking to a friend from work the other day about the idea of life being mundane. she said she could deal with the hard shit, cause hard shit is something to deal with, and something everyone does have to deal with, and of course that she loves that life is great sometimes too. but what she (and i) have the hardest time coping with is when ( Read more... )

woah ( Read more... )

i was trying to figure out what was wrong with me. like why i felt so bad if i didnt go out, etc etc. but its really simple: i just needed a reason not to. like, if i was ABLE to, then i would feel guilty not doing it because i really couldnt think of anything better that i could be doing. but now i do have that: training for hockey. i mean, i'm ( Read more... )