I decided that I adore the written word. Go ahead and ask why. Well I'll tell you. It doesn't physically hurt. See when your throat is KILLING you it really hurts to speak...or grunt...or breathe. In such a case you have the written word. That and it is just beautiful. There are so many things that one can say in a letter or simple note that they ( Read more... )

So camping pretty much sucked. But it coulda been worse. See it rained the first day and didn't stop until this morning. OH and it was FREEZING cold. I don't know how it wasn't snowing. I wish it had. Then today we took like an 8 mile hike, 2 of which was UP an embankment that was, no lie, at like a 55 degree angle. With our packs on. Which were ( Read more... )

God is faithful. There is nothing else to it. Last night the enemy forced a lot of doubt upon me. And i freaked out. Cried myself to sleep. It was a mess. Mostly because the jerk used one of my best friends to get his message across. That's what was hardest (hence the crying)...well that and everone needs a good cry once in a while. But anyway. I ( Read more... )

Is it bad of me to not want any contact with my mother? Or my little sisters? I didn't even let them know that I had break. That's mean isn't it. I still love them, don't doubt that. But right now I don't know if I can deal with ALL the issues that come along with them ( Read more... )

I am hyper. That's an understatement. I am INSANE right about now. It was a good day at field block...everything went relatively well. AND then I came back and found out that my three friends made other plans so the Mary Kay party didn't happen. THEN I went to dinner and had like 5 cookies!! And I really enjoyed the peopple that I went to eat with ( Read more... )

Lifes good :D ( Read more... )

Sad story for you: We were in class today talking about PE stats that my prof. had heard on the radio. I heard the same thing this morning on FLN. Someone asked me what that station meant so I told them...Family Life Network. All but 2 of them still didn't know what it was. A class of almost 20 people, and only 3 had ever heard of FLN. When I told ( Read more... )

I finally found something I truly love and am actually good at doing! Last week I taught my own class for the first time. It didn't go quite as well as expected, but my advisors and the regular teachers thought I did a good job! They also said I had one of the best lessons plans in the class. That's really exciting because there's like 4 people ( Read more... )

Semester has started. I am freaking out a little on the inside. There is just a LOT that I need to do and I don't know if I can handle it all. Of course if it's meant to be then it will, but I am nervous. Afraid that I can't teach the kids, that I have nothing to offer them. It's just a scary thought that I am growing up ( Read more... )

~Go back to Bona's tomorrow. Crazy excited. 
~My brother held a Bible study tonight. He did great. 
~My step moms a fake Chrstian. It drives me nuts but i'll pray about it. 
~Saw my sisters today. Broke my heart but I love them. 
~Wore a bikini today. It was strange. 
~Finishing packing/moving tomorrow. Seriously excited.