crying ; hoya/dongwoo
Title: Crying
Author: yeolbear
Rating: G
Pairing: Hoya/Dongwoo
Genre: deathfic, angst.
Summary: Dongwoo misses all of these memories.
Dongwoo thinks that there’s no day sadder than the day he died.
He remembers how the two of them would be together always, how they’d order only a single ice-cream so that they could share it, how he’d be pushing him on the swings, how they’d play with popcorn instead of watching the movie that they bought tickets to, how he’d smile at his lame jokes, how their hands would lace perfectly with each others’, and how their lips molded against each others’.
Too bad, Dongwoo wouldn’t be able to feel all of these ever again.
He kneels in front of his tombstone, wiping the tiny traces of dust away and placing his favorite flowers on the raised platform. Red chrysanthemums. Only that Dongwoo had only added another plant to it, a cedar leaf. Dongwoo cringes at the sunlight, he didn’t like how the weather wasn’t matching his emotions. He bites at his lower lip, trying to prevent the tears from spilling out of his eyes.
His tears eventually rain down his cheeks.
He remembers how he would bring a smile onto his face whenever he meets with failure and rejection time and time again, how he would hug him, how possessive they were of each other, how they’d argue with each other over the smallest of things, how they’d walk down the streets without any care of what others thought of them.
Dongwoo misses all of these memories.
He brings out a photo book, from the bag that was lying in abandon several inches away from him. He chokes on his tears, shaking slightly as he tries to open the book without breaking inside. The edges of the book are turning yellow as he cracks a smile upon seeing the bright and sunny smiles on his face. As he reads the text on the post-its next to the pictures, he only feels the cracking of his heart.
November 22nd, 2009. Dongwoo’s Birthday. March 28th, 2010. Howon’s Birthday. February 14th, 2011. Our 5th Valetines’ Day together. March 14th, 2011. 5th White Day. April 14th, 2011. Laughing at alone!Sungjong. June 09th, 2011. Our 5th Anniversary.
Dongwoo remembers how Howon pushed him out of the way when he was being a moron and laughing on the road. He cries. Reaching out at the sky.
One day, he’d fly. Fly out and reach Howon.
Author: yeolbear
Rating: G
Pairing: Hoya/Dongwoo
Genre: deathfic, angst.
Summary: Dongwoo misses all of these memories.
Dongwoo thinks that there’s no day sadder than the day he died.
He remembers how the two of them would be together always, how they’d order only a single ice-cream so that they could share it, how he’d be pushing him on the swings, how they’d play with popcorn instead of watching the movie that they bought tickets to, how he’d smile at his lame jokes, how their hands would lace perfectly with each others’, and how their lips molded against each others’.
Too bad, Dongwoo wouldn’t be able to feel all of these ever again.
He kneels in front of his tombstone, wiping the tiny traces of dust away and placing his favorite flowers on the raised platform. Red chrysanthemums. Only that Dongwoo had only added another plant to it, a cedar leaf. Dongwoo cringes at the sunlight, he didn’t like how the weather wasn’t matching his emotions. He bites at his lower lip, trying to prevent the tears from spilling out of his eyes.
His tears eventually rain down his cheeks.
He remembers how he would bring a smile onto his face whenever he meets with failure and rejection time and time again, how he would hug him, how possessive they were of each other, how they’d argue with each other over the smallest of things, how they’d walk down the streets without any care of what others thought of them.
Dongwoo misses all of these memories.
He brings out a photo book, from the bag that was lying in abandon several inches away from him. He chokes on his tears, shaking slightly as he tries to open the book without breaking inside. The edges of the book are turning yellow as he cracks a smile upon seeing the bright and sunny smiles on his face. As he reads the text on the post-its next to the pictures, he only feels the cracking of his heart.
November 22nd, 2009. Dongwoo’s Birthday. March 28th, 2010. Howon’s Birthday. February 14th, 2011. Our 5th Valetines’ Day together. March 14th, 2011. 5th White Day. April 14th, 2011. Laughing at alone!Sungjong. June 09th, 2011. Our 5th Anniversary.
Dongwoo remembers how Howon pushed him out of the way when he was being a moron and laughing on the road. He cries. Reaching out at the sky.
One day, he’d fly. Fly out and reach Howon.