hello. god the last two days have sucked. i have been sick. it sucks i cant stop coughin and all that great shit. tomorrows FRIDAY! WHOO HOOO!! then saturday i get to see beny for the frist time sence last tuesday ( long story and i dont want to get into it. ) i changed my background if u couldnt tell. no1 comments anymore lol. i guess im just ( Read more... )

ok to read these u have to highlight em. sorry didnt seet this untill after i posted em.

i love you beny <33

Nikki

^ awww i love him!

i love you benjamin <33

nikki

hello, again. i should be gettin to bed but i cant sleep. in turn i cant breath cuz im so fucking stuffed up its crazy. its 12:26 am. slipknots on the radio. a good song. im writin again. i enjoy it, a lot. " I'm starin at the wall, hearin you but not understanding you and watchin the little men paint the wall and woundering how they dont get paint ( Read more... )

hello. im not feelin so well today. ben said i sounded like shit last nite. i think i lost a lung cuz i coughed so damn much. it kinda sucks. lol. everytime i sneeze i think im gonna sneeze my insides out. it hurts so damn much. im listenin to metallica seenin my tv blew itself up last nite. but oh well. i watched that new show my super sweet 16... ( Read more... )

well i fixed my journal. so pretty i know. and if u dont like well then dont look at it simple as that. lol. my tv blew up. it pooffed itself. idk if thats how u spell it idk but close enough for me. sence i cant watch tv anymore till i get a new one, i guess ill update and maybe do some review for my midterms which are next week! i hate that. when ( Read more... )

hello. i should be gettin to sleep but i decided to print out the pics that i took at my moms so i can bring em to school and show ppl. i hope i get to see ben tomorrow. ill find out in the morning. i want another long weekend. theres supposed to be some ( Read more... )

god thats fucking gay. i just wrote all that and its gone. ROAR!. anyways. im thinking about changin my background.but idk yet. these past few days have been fun. i saw 2 movies with paige. the frist one was ok but the ending sucked. u know wat i dont want re-write all this. ill do later.
i love you ben
nikki

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today was interesting..gym totaly sucked major ass. ugh..at least my team one!! my room in finally done, cept theres a lil more left to paint but im not really concurned about that at the moment. science was fun lol. hillary almost cried cuz she miss's will so much. but gotta go im off to bens.

i love you ben <3

Nikki