REMOTE LOVE
Title: Remote Love
Pairing: Jonghyun/Jinki(Onew)
Rating: NC-17
WC: 7238
Summary: I’m a genius. I’m the best student in school, but I’m not popular.
A/N: First English smut... 8D Sorry for any mistakes, English is not my first language.
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I’m a genius. I’m the best student in school, but I’m not popular. I’m beyond perfection, sadly. When it comes to school subjects like math or even English, Korean, whatever it is, as long as I can study, I’m the best one.
Everyone asks me for homework because they’re either too lazy or too dumb to do it themselves. At first I was okay with it, but as soon as I turned 15 and entered puberty I started to refuse. Now I’m 19 years old and still everyone asks me for my homework, but there is only one person I allow to copy.
Jonghyun Kim, an 18 year old, good-looking and really popular guy. The complete opposite of me.
Jinki hated being used, but when it came to Jonghyun he just couldn’t say no. In fact, he felt rather happy whenever Jonghyun asked for help. Sometimes he even asked for explanations, but that happened rather rarely.
“Hey Jin, which class do we have now?” Jinki loved being called by this special nick name given to him. Only Jonghyun called him this and Jinki was also the only one given a nick name given by this gorgeous guy. Somehow he felt special.
“English”, was his simple answer. Jinki didn’t want Jonghyun to feel how nervous he was. Hopefully he couldn’t hear his heart beat speed up.
“Did we have any homework?”
Jonghyun took a seat next to Jinki, ready to copy Jinki’s homework. After Jinki took some papers out of his bag, he handed Jonghyun two of them. “You can have them. I was bored, so I wrote it for you myself. There are some differences; you can show it our teacher like this without being caught.”
Jinki tried really hard to keep his poker face, but when Jonghyun smiled at him so brightly and charmingly he couldn’t help but fall for him once again, at least on the inside. “I love you! You’re the best!” Jonghyun gave him a short hug, before leaving the older one alone again. As soon as Jonghyun reached his own seat, he had been crowded by several girls.
Somehow Jinki felt jealous, but no one knew about his feelings. He was glad about it, because being homosexual wasn’t fun in Korea. Not at all. In fact, it was really scary and bothersome, but who could resist Jonghyun?
Jonghyun was perfect. Okay, he was smaller than Jinki, but he had a lot other loveable qualities. He was really handsome, had a good sense in clothes. He could be very cute, when he wanted to. He knew how to play the guitar and the piano, wrote his own songs sometimes, but not only this, he also sung them himself and his voice was to die for- emotional and strong. He could also sing high notes without any problems! A lot of girls already fell for him at this point, but Jonghyun had some more qualities which made guys fall for him. He was good at any manly sport like football, basketball and a lot more. The most surprising thing is, it wasn’t even awkward watching him dancing or doing any other girls’ sports. Jonghyun was also fun to hang out with, had a great sense of humour, was polite, very kind, always ready to help someone and sensitive towards other people’s needs.
Did I already mention he is perfect? No wonder I couldn’t resist him either.
The next class started and Jinki indulged in his thoughts. The rest of the day was rather boring. Jonghyun barely talked to him, only asked for almost every homework. It wasn’t that Jonghyun was dumb, but there was this other thing, besides his height, he lacked at: he is incredibly lazy. He works after school and gets home really late, no wonder he’s always too tired to do his homework. Still Jinki couldn’t be mad at him.
At the end of the school day Jinki prepared himself to go home, but that was before Jonghyun came over to distract him.
“Are you free now or do you have to go home?” He asked, making Jinki more excited than he wanted to be. “Do you need help with a subject?”
“I don’t have to work today, so I thought about studying a little bit. I’m not good at biology at the moment and I would appreciate your help a lot.” Jonghyun explained. Jinki’s heart started to beat even faster at these words; because it had been a long time ago he had some private time with Jonghyun. It’s not like they were friends, sadly, but Jinki had somehow turned out to be his private teacher.
“We could go to my house; my parents aren’t at home, so there’s no one to distract us while studying”, Jinki’s heart was about to collapse at these words.
“S…Sure, I’m free!” Without hesitating any longer Jinki packed his school bag and he was ready to leave.
“Cool.”
Together and completely alone, they made their way to Jonghyun’s home. Jonghyun lived at the other end of the city and it would take them about an hour to reach their destination, but Jinki couldn’t care about this, as Jonghyun was forced to have a conversation with him.
“Is it okay if we go shopping first? I need a present for a close friend and it would be great if you could help me,” Jonghyun asked suddenly. Jinki’s eyes shot open, he even had to hold back a surprised sound. Did Jonghyun really just ask him to hang out with him for a whole (late) afternoon?
“Why not? What kind of present were you thinking of?” Jinki asked calmly. Although it was hard, he succeeded in holding back all his emotions. “That’s the problem. I don’t really know what I could buy him. You have to know… I like him a lot and he’s sometimes silly. He’s happy about small things… It’s easy to make him happy but still. I don’t want to give him something he might hate,” Jonghyun explained. Jinki only nodded before he grabbed Jonghyun’s elbow and dragged him into a shop with a lot accessories on display.
“Let’s see if we can find something good here,” Jinki smiled, before he let go of Jonghyun and searched for something on his own. It only took him a little while until something attracted his attention. Jinki ran to it before he grabbed it and held it up, so that Jonghyun could see what it was; a cell phone strap.
“This one is so cute!”, Jinki said with sparkling eyes.
“Do you like it?”, Jonghyun asked; slightly amused. The strip had a bunny on the other end and it looked rather silly - somewhat girly. Jinki started to blush when he noticed Jonghyun behind him and his breath was even tickling Jinki’s ear; making him nervous.
“It’s silly for a boy at my age to like this, I know,” Jinki smiled, putting the strap back before standing up. “I’ll go look for something seriously!” he said turning back to Jonghyun, to ask him if he’d follow. But then Jinki saw Jonghyun grab the strap with a grin, move to the check-out and buy it.
Dumb-founded Jinki stared at the younger one, not able to think or say anything. It didn’t take Jinki long to realize how stupid he was to think Jonghyun would buy that strap for him, that’s why he snapped out of it and walked closer to Jonghyun and faked a smile.
“Are you going to give this silly thing to your friend? I don’t think he’ll like it, as it looks pretty gay and-“, while he was talking Jinki had to interrupt himself because Jonghyun threw the cell phone strap at him. Jinki felt even stupider now.
Jonghyun moved closer, putting one hand on his Hyung’s shoulder and leaned in to his ear, whispering: “So you’re saying you are gay?”
Blushing, Jinki lowered his head before walking out of the shop. He knew it was stupid of him to not even deny it but he felt caught and even imagining Jonghyun laughing at him was too much for him to handle. Jonghyun really acted like he wanted to make fun of Jinki, as he ran after him and grabbed his hand.
“Aren’t we supposed to go together to my house?” He asked smiling. Jinki almost couldn’t believe his ears. Jonghyun really changed the topic? Oh, right, he is sensitive.
Jinki was too lost in his thoughts that he didn’t realize Jonghyun had intertwined their hands.
Before they arrived at Jonghyun’s house Jinki had enough time to realize their hands were intertwined and tried to calm himself down, but without any success. As soon as they entered the house Jonghyun let go of him and showed Jinki around. It didn’t take them long to take a look at all rooms and they ended up in Jonghyun’s modest room.
Jinki took a sip of his juice while looking around the room nervously. Jonghyun brought all the things they’d need to study with and placed them on his bed, after taking seat next to Jinki. He opened his book before showing the older what he needed help with and got an explanation immediately. They studied for two hours straight, which made Jinki’s neck so stiff, he started whining.
“Can we take a short break? My neck is killing me,” he whined, rubbing his neck. Jonghyun just grinned before crawling behind Jinki and placing his hands on the other one’s shoulders. He began to massage him carefully, as he didn’t know how much Jinki would be able to endure.
Unsurprisingly, Jinki squeaked at the sudden touch but didn’t back off. “What are you doing?” He asked startled. “What does it look like? I’m helping you to relax!”, Jonghyun said, as if it was something natural.
“Is this really okay?”
“Of course! You’re doing a good job as private teacher. I wanna do you something good, too. Come on; lay down on my bed, so I can give you a proper massage.”
“But-“
“No buts!”
Unconfident, Jinki laid down on Jonghyun’s bed. Jonghyun leaned over him, taking a seat on his butt and started massaging Jinki again. Not long after, Jinki felt so uncomfortable that he asked again: “Is it really okay?”
“How about you just shut up and tell me, when I’m not gentle enough?”
Jinki didn’t interrupt Jonghyun anymore, instead he felt Jonghyun’s hands travel down his back and massage him so good, Jinki couldn’t even complain. He closed his eyes in order to enjoy it more. If Jinki had paid better attention he would’ve noticed Jonghyun’s soft and warm hands under his pullover.
Jinki was in trance and just felt good because of the perfectly applied pressure on his back. He didn’t even notice his heart beat increasing as Jonghyun’s hands travelled further up.
“Where did you learn this?” Jinki asked with a more than satisfied voice. A satisfied sigh left his half opened lips, as he was about to completely shut his brain down. But Jonghyun’s hands disappeared, which forced Jinki to open his eyes and look back at the younger boy.
“You know… This is what I’m working as. I do all kind of massages. This isn’t the first time you’re helping me so… How about I give you an all-around massage? One that is too expensive for you to pay for? I’ll give you a private teacher discount,” Jonghyun explained grinning before he got up.
“And what’s involved in this all-around massage?” Jinki asked nervously. Why did he have a bad feeling about this?
“Usually, I’d tell you to get naked but just removing your jeans and pull over is enough.”
Jinki’s eyes shot open in shock when he heard the words ‘naked’ and he felt his face heat up. “And… This is really okay?”
“Stop asking and take off your clothes already!”
Of course Jinki hesitated for a moment before he took off his pullover. “I hope I can trust you and you won’t take advantage of me.” Jinki joked trying to relax the atmosphere.
“No, don’t worry. We’re friends, aren’t we?”
Are we? Jinki felt so happy about these words that he didn’t hesitate any longer and took off his jeans as well.
There he was, in Jonghyun’s room for the first time with only his boxers on. Anybody else would have perverted thoughts but not Jinki, because he was naïve like this.
He laid back on the bed, on his stomach, but was forced to turn around, as Jonghyun asked him to do so. It was a strange situation, at least for Jinki, who felt a little uncomfortable. Jonghyun seemed to be totally relaxed, as he grabbed Jinki’s left foot and started massaging him there. No one ever touched Jinki there, which was why he twitched once before relaxing more and more.
Jinki breathed soft sounds, closed his eyes and began to enjoy what Jonghyun was doing to him. Jonghyun’s hands massaged higher, already reaching Jinki’s calf, which gave him goose-bumps. The higher Jonghyun massaged the more Jinki got excited. He trusted Jonghyun, as naïve as he was, so when Jonghyun’s hands travelled up to his thighs Jinki couldn’t help but let out an enjoyable sigh.
“Is this good?” Jonghyun asked while looking up at the older boy. Jinki seemed completely relaxed and was probably enjoying this treatment a lot. But of course he would, Jonghyun was good at what he did.
“Yeah…,” Jinki breathed out. “You’re quite good at it. I didn’t expect it to be this good…”
Jonghyun just smiled before he put Jinki’s foot on his shoulder and began massaging him in his inner and under thighs. Slowly Jinki opened his eyes, and looked up at Jonghyun. “I… I think it’s enough there…”, he whispered. Jonghyun’s perfect touches had a strange effect on him and it made him nervous.
“You sure?” Jinki nodded. As he wished Jonghyun would let go of his leg, but he moved closer to Jinki, ignoring his silent plea. With wide spread legs Jinki looked up at Jonghyun, shy and unsure about what was happening to him. He knew this wasn’t normal and that he should be worried but as soon as Jonghyun started to massage his stomach softly, Jinki forgot about all his doubts.
Jonghyun leaned in closer, slightly brushing Jinki’s crotch with his own, as Jonghyun’s hands were already stroking his chest almost lovingly. There was a strange but comfortable atmosphere arising between them, so that Jinki didn’t see it as a bad thing, when Jonghyun touched his nipples purposely. Slowly Jonghyun bent down, looking straight in Jinki’s wide-opened eyes before closing his own slightly.
Softly and briefly Jonghyun could feel Jinki’s lips and was about to fall into this great feeling but Jinki prevented him from it, as he turned his head away, breaking the short kiss. Jonghyun opened his eyes again and looked at Jinki before he closed them and bent down even more, placing his lips on Jinki’s neck this time. Jinki’s body trembled slightly while looking at the wall, not stopping Jonghyun yet.
“Jonghyun… W…What... What are you doing?” Jinki asked, refusing to look at him. He felt like Jonghyun was making fun of him; why else would he do this? But why? Did he find out about Jinki’s feelings for him? Or did Jonghyun just hate him for being homosexual? No, he wasn’t this mean. Was he?
Jonghyun didn’t answer him; he continued his actions instead, making Jinki nervous. Jonghyun’s crotch was pressed against his own and made Jinki feel things he didn’t want to feel. Not under these circumstances.
Soft and warm hands were stroking Jinki’s chest lovingly while his neck was being sucked on. What if Jonghyun was leaving a mark on him unknowingly? Shouldn’t he stop him?
“Jonghyun, please… Stop this? Do you even know what you’re doing?”
“Of course I do and I want you. I’ve been thinking about you and this all day and I just can’t hold back anymore”
That was shocking. Jinki had a girlfriend before, she had wanted him, too, but Jinki refused. He had been 14 and a little more attractive to girls. Or was he only popular because his clumsiness had been charming? Jinki realized at the time that he wasn’t straight and had a boyfriend shortly after but it didn’t work out too well between them.
“But… How come you think I feel the same way? How come you think I bottom?” Jinki asked, panicking only a little. Of course he tried to act as normal as possible but it ended up being harder than he thought it would be. Jonghyun looked up at Jinki; grinned a little before he let out a laugh. To him, Jinki was the cutest thing on earth and his thighs… Oh how he wanted to bite into them just slightly.
“Jinki… Just shut up, okay? Stop thinking… Let’s have fun together for a moment?”
Jinki didn’t want to have fun like this. Well, his body did but his head didn’t. He wanted to be loved by Jonghyun - not toyed.He looked into those big, childlike, brown eyes before he placed his hands on Jonghyun’s cheeks and pulled him up. Softly, not as inexperienced as Jonghyun expected him to be, Jinki kissed the younger boy. Of course Jonghyun kissed back but a lot more passionatey. While Jinki wanted to kiss Jonghyun lovingly, Jonghyun made the kiss turn out hotter, than it was supposed to be.
Jonghyun parted his lips, darted out his tongue and began tasting Jinki’s delicious lips. Jinki seemed unsure about what they were doing, as his lips remained closed for quite some time. Jonghyun had to catch Jinki’s under lip and suck on it, for Jinki to wake up. A soft sound left Jinki’s parted lips before he darted out his tongue, to finally taste Jonghyun properly.
Their tongues were having a hot fight, trying to win over the other, as if this battle was a test to prove their manliness. For a moment Jonghyun forgot about touching the older boy completely. When he remembered, he began to stroke Jinki’s nipples again. He twirled and pinched them, just so he could hear Jinki gasp again. Luckily for him, Jinki was incredibly sensitive and Jonghyun could hear him moan into his mouth. In order to hear Jinki more clearly Jonghyun broke the kiss and began kissing from Jinki’s chin, downwards to his chest. Jinki looked down at him, while Jonghyun gave him almost too loveable kisses. It felt like being loved by Jonghyun and it made Jinki delirious with happiness; he couldn’t help but be happy about this feeling.
Jonghyun darted out his tongue, caressing Jinki’s soft, white skin with it. The whole situation seemed so surreal. Could this be real? Jinki felt it was real, when Jonghyun moved onto his left nipple, sucking dryly on it and making Jinki’s head spin, he could barely handle this kind of sensation. He had dreamt of something like this for years and now, finally his dreams were coming true. How was he supposed to react to this kind of luck?
“Jonghyun…” Jinki breathed out weakly. Just as he was about to ask for more, Jonghyun caressed his nipple with his tongue, making Jinki’s body twitch. A small moan left Jinki’s parted lips, as his hands looked for a place to hold onto. It took him some time, before they found Jonghyun’s shoulders. Jinki needed this kind of comfort now. It wasn’t his first time but this felt too good. Maybe it was because Jonghyun was too skilled with what he was doing, but maybe it was because Jinki was too deeply in love.
“Jonghyun… Would you please hurry up a little bit? I’m gonna go crazy otherwise…,” Jinki breathed out. It was audible in his voice that he was turned on. If Jinki wasn’t good at something then it would be him being totally impatient.
Jonghyun let out a small laugh before he looked up at Jinki and smiled at him lovingly. “Already getting impatient, huh?”
Grinning, Jonghyun leaned down until he was in front of Jinki’s crotch, his boxers, which were so tight Jonghyun could see the contour of Jinki’s well-sized cock. He wished for Jinki being gifted in such a way.
He touched Jinki slightly with his hand and made the older boy shake a little, Jonghyun became nervous. Jinki’s mind was shut off already, which was why he couldn’t feel anything else but his strong desire for Jonghyun. Jonghyun put his hand around Jinki’s cock, tightening the fabric due to his actions, causing Jinki’s heart to beat even faster than before.
“You know... I wanted to do this for a long time now. Whenever I see you trying hard in P.E. or even when you’re all exhausted after studying and trying to massage your stiff neck on your own… It makes me want you even more…”
Jinki didn’t want Jonghyun to talk but he didn’t stop him. He went on, told him things Jinki didn’t want to know. Jinki started thinking again, he felt like he was being fooled by Jonghyun. Was he making fun of him? Was he just trying to use Jinki for sex? All of a sudden he felt like a slut and Jonghyun’s following words didn’t make it any better.
“And honestly I’ve like you since a long time now…”
Liar. Jinki couldn’t stop himself anymore. He shoved Jonghyun away from him, stood up, grabbed his clothes and got dressed immediately. “Jinki? What’s wrong?” Jonghyun asked dumb-founded.
“It was a mistake. Sorry… I have to leave.” With these words he grabbed his school books and bag before Jinki rushed out of Jonghyun’s room, not even giving him the chance to stop him.
The next day at school Jinki tried to avoid Jonghyun as much as he could, which wasn’t easy at all, as Jonghyun came to him in class and wouldn’t leave him alone. But Jinki stayed thick-headed and ignored Jonghyun fully until he had to give up, but Jinki had to realize that Jonghyun didn’t give up completely. Jonghyun was after him the entire school day, trying to talk to him but Jinki simply kept ignoring him and even was trying to run away from him. At the end of the day Jinki packed his bag as fast as he could but unfortunately Jonghyun hurried up as well, so Jinki barely got to leave the school building before Jonghyun reached him, grabbed him by his wrist and pulled Jinki back.
“Why can’t you just leave me alone?!” Jinki snapped.
“Why should I? What’s wrong with you, why are you running away?” Jonghyun asked back angrily.
Jinki didn’t want to answer this question, he tried to get out of Jonghyun’s tight grip. Jonghyun seemed to have noticed Jinki’s intentions, increased the strength behind it and he put a hand on Jinki’s shoulder, making it impossible for him to run away.
“I won’t let you go until you tell me what’s wrong with you!”
That was it. Jinki stopped struggling, as he tried to get a hold of his rising anger. Taking a last deep breath he shoved Jonghyun away from him before slapping and shouting at him.
“If you really wanna laugh at me, then go ahead. Laugh at me for being gay and loving you but I’m not a slut!! I didn’t think you were like this… I trusted you but whatever! Just leave me alone!” Without waiting any longer Jinki ran away.
The days passed by and Jonghyun didn’t try to talk to him again. A lot other things happened, so Jinki could care less about his unrequited love. Some guys had seen his confession on that day and found it cool, so he made some new friends to hang out with at school. Sometimes it was still strange when they asked him about his sexuality and how it felt like to love a guy and -of course- how sex with a guy was but Jinki answered all their questions without hesitating, that’s how innocent he was.
One day, his friends came to him and told him that their class was planning to go clubbing that evening and asked Jinki to come along. “I don’t really like clubbing, can’t you go without me?” Jinki asked.
“No, this won’t work without you. Now that we’re friends we wanna have fun with you,” one of his friends said. Jinki just sighed but agreed in the end. Before he knew it, he was in the club, loud music was absorbing him and talking to someone has become impossible.
Jinki wore a casual shirt and black, tight jeans, feeling a little uncomfortable with all the drunk people around him. But what was worse was that he could see Jonghyun flirting with some random girl. Of course he was, Jinki didn’t expect anything else from him, but it still hurt. Jinki let out a sigh and turned around looking at the barkeeper for a second. It was decided. He was going to drink a little bit to become more comfortable with the situation and have fun with his friends, without thinking of Jonghyun.
After drinking two glasses of alcohol, Jinki decided to dance with one of his friends on the dance floor. He knew there were some guys but also girls checking him out but he didn’t care. He just wanted to have fun and forget how close Jonghyun was to the girl. He wanted to forget that he even existed.
After two hours of dancing Jinki met his other classmates where some of them were taking a rest on a couch drinking and talking to each other happily. He didn’t realize that all the dancing made him more drunk than he should be (he only had 2 glasses). Even so, he got himself another glass of strong alcohol and started telling some jokes everyone seemed to like; only Jonghyun wasn’t laughing. He was sitting on the couch as a girl came to him, taking seat on his lap and leaned dangerously close.
If Jinki wasn’t as drunk as he was, he wouldn’t have walked over to Jonghyun, placed a hand on that girl’s shoulder and pushed her off Jonghyun’s lap before she could kiss him.
“Get off my man, slut!” He growled angrily, showing a side of him that no one knew existed. To his luck the girl stood up and seemed like she wanted to snap at him for calling her a slut but Jinki’s attention was already on Jonghyun. Now he was the one sitting down on Jonghyun’s lap. He grabbed Jonghyun’s hands and put them on his thighs. “I know you love my honey thighs better than this skinny girl’s. Tell me you love them!”
It took Jonghyun a moment before he gave Jinki an answer: “I… I love them…” He almost whispered and of course Jinki couldn’t understand him but he saw his lips move and Jinki just knew what Jonghyun said. Jinki leaned in, close to Jonghyun’s ear and whispered “How much do you love them?”
That was the right sign for Jonghyun, as he began to stroke Jinki’s thighs with both hands. A soft, but audible sound left Jinki’s lips at this touch.
“I love them… They’re perfect. I love touching them and I keep thinking about them ever since I massaged them three months ago,” Jonghyun confessed. A soft smile appeared on Jinki’s lips, who took these words as a compliment. For him it was like a love confession.
“What else? What else do you love about me?” Jinki continued asked, as if there was more Jonghyun loved about him.
“I love your full lips, which kissed me so intensely the last time. When I could taste you, it was the best. But… But I also love your smile, when you smile at me I feel happy. I love your voice and the way how you say my name…”
Jinki’s eyes widened at the compliments Jonghyun gave him.
“I could listen to you all day… Most of the time you’re not even funny and still your jokes make me feel good. And I love your smell. You were so close to me when we studied together; I could breathe your sweet scent in. I also love it how you always give your best with everything.”
Jinki’s face got redder and redder as the seconds passed by, he whispered a soft but touched: “Jonghyun…”
“Jinki… I think I love you…” Jonghyun confessed. His hands travelled up from Jinki’s thighs to his hips but he didn’t stop there. Only when his hands reached Jinki’s back and he could press the older down onto him did his hands stop moving.
“Did you hear me? I love-,“ Jonghyun was about to repeat his words when Jinki interrupt him by kissing him. Softly, intensely and full of the feelings Jinki had hidden from him, because he thought Jonghyun was making fun of him. Of course he couldn’t be sure about Jonghyun’s feelings yet, as he could still try to kid him but even if it was naïve, he could feel from the way Jonghyun kissed him back -passionate, too emotional, too soft- that he actually loved him.
Jinki didn’t feel like stopping this time. Kissing Jonghyun as passionately as he could, he let his tongue come out and lick those full lips of the younger boy. It didn’t take Jonghyun long to react to Jinki’s actions, as he did the same.
They shouldn’t be doing this here but Jonghyun couldn’t stop himself. He put his hands on Jinki’s butt and stroked it softly, not caring for anyone near them anymore. A small moan left Jinki’s lips, as Jonghyun gripped his ass, which he could feel perfectly due to Jinki’s skin tight jeans.
“Jonghyun…,” Jinki whispered in between their hot kiss. In the meantime, one of Jonghyun’s hands found its way under Jinki’s shirt, now also caressing his back. “Mmmh… I love you… So much…” Jinki continued, as Jonghyun’s hand travelled up to his chest until he found Jinki’s left nipple and began stroking it like the last time. It felt so good that Jinki forgot completely where they were. He would’ve never done this in public if he still was at his senses but he wasn’t, so he almost acted like a slut.
Of course even Jonghyun wouldn’t want anyone to see him and his new boyfriend making out but he was too drunk to do anything against it. He asked Jinki to pull up his shirt and expose his chest to not only Jonghyun but everyone else as well. Jinki, as naïve and drunk he was, pulled up his shirt and took it off in the process. Taking a quick look at Jinki’s lithe body Jonghyun leaned forward, catching one of his nipples to lick and suck on.
Of course everyone was looking at the couple making out in public and couldn’t help but find it rather hot. It wasn’t like gays were accepted all of a sudden but seeing two hot guys making out was just too sexy. No one was able to look away and resist.
A heavy sigh left Jinki’s lips as Jonghyun continued to caress his nipple with his mouth.
Why does this feel so good?
“Ngh… Jonghyun…,” he moaned, stroking with one hand through Jonghyun’s. Jinki felt his own temperature rise the more Jonghyun touched him. He was already completely absorbed in this perfect moment; he forgot everything around him and started rolling his hips on Jonghyun’s lap in order to tease the younger a little. Jonghyun seemed to like the friction, as Jinki could feel his hot breath on his wet nipple, which made Jinki shiver slightly.
The want to be touched by Jonghyun promptly rose again and Jinki was nearly begging for more. He opened his eyes slightly and saw immediately not only light flashing but also several pairs of eyes looking at him. He should have felt embarrassed by it but instead, moaned out clearly, when Jonghyun bit his nipple softly.
“Ah… Jonghyun… Please…,” Jinki begged. “Fuck me…”
Jonghyun was waiting for exactly these words, so he parted from the older before looking around. Of course he wanted to take him right then, right there, but Jonghyun didn’t want anyone else to see Jinki completely naked. Therefore to prevent this, he stopped his teasing, wrapped both his arms around Jinki’s hips and picked him up. Jinki didn’t know what Jonghyun was up to but he swung his legs around Jonghyun’s hips, to have a better grip and wrapped his arms around his neck, so that he had the chance to kiss, lick and suck on Jonghyun’s neck.
It wasn’t easy for Jonghyun to hold Jinki in his arms as he was really sensitive on that one spot Jinki attacked - just as sensitive as he was down his pants. Weaker than he was before, Jonghyun carried Jinki out of the club, avoiding all the interested gazes and going straight to Jinki’s car. (He had seen him coming with it.)
Jonghyun asked for the keys when he arrived to which Jinki said could be found in his jeans pocket. Not even for a second did Jinki let go of the younger’s neck, enjoying the way he tasted way too much. Somehow he could imagine having a big, dark mark right there and Jonghyun wouldn’t be able to hide it.
Moaning just slightly Jonghyun searched for the keys but couldn’t find them. As Jinki got a little too heavy for him, Jonghyun had to press him against the driver’s door, which caused Jinki to moan, as their crotches pressed together. Jinki already seemed so desperate for some serious touching; began to move just a little, pulling Jonghyun even closer with his legs.
Jonghyun couldn’t hold back himself anymore, even though it was in the middle of the night and Jinki was already half naked, Jonghyun had been forced to avoid Jinki for too long to not want him now. So Jonghyun didn’t resist anymore. He let Jinki down, pulling on his own jacket before spreading it onto the car’s hood and pushed Jinki onto it. Then Jonghyun started to unbuckle Jinki’s belt and pulled down his jeans a moment later. It was really good that it was three in the morning and no one was on the street.
But at the moment, Jonghyun only cared about getting Jinki as naked as possible. Jinki himself still didn’t realize where they were, as he only wanted Jonghyun to make him feel really good. He got goose-bumps from the cold but didn’t really care. In fact it felt amazing, the cold on the outside and the burning heat inside of him.
“Jonghyun… Oh god…,” he moaned thoughtless. All this felt just too great and he couldn’t do anything else.
Jonghyun seemed to be getting impatient himself, so he pulled up Jinki’s legs, took off his boxers as well before placing both legs on his shoulders to prevent Jinki from slipping. He took a few glances at Jinki’s now fully naked body and wrapped his hand around Jinki’s already hard member, stroking it a few times before letting go again. Jonghyun took two fingers into his mouth instead, sucking slightly but licking mostly on them. He needed them later to prepare Jinki.
When Jonghyun was done he placed one finger in between Jinki’s butt cheeks. Jonghyun thought that Jinki might have had sex at least once already, so he entered the older slowly with his but didn’t stop until he was fully in him. To make sure Jinki didn’t feel any pain Jonghyun looked at his face, trying to read what he felt and when Jinki opened his eyes, looking at him hungrily, Jonghyun knew he did the right thing. After taking a deep breath Jonghyun started moving his finger in Jinki, who licked his dry lips. Panting in a low voice, Jinki threw his head back, enjoying what Jonghyun was doing to him a lot but it was not enough. Jonghyun didn’t give him enough.
“Jonghyun… Faster… Please…,” he begged and Jonghyun did what his boyfriend wanted from him. Jonghyun began to move his finger faster and faster, liking the feeling of how Jinki’s muscles clenched around his finger. But it wasn’t enough. Jonghyun felt it himself, it still wasn’t enough. Although the older was panting, Jonghyun wanted him to moan. Jinki wasn’t moaning and Jonghyun had to change this. So he took out his finger again before placing two at his entrance again and pushed them inside Jinki. It didn’t take long for him to be completely inside Jinki, who took him in perfectly.
Moving the two fingers in Jinki, slowly in the beginning, Jonghyun felt Jinki’s hands on his shirt grabbing it tightly. “Jonghyun… Move your fucking fingers faster…,” he snapped. A small grin appeared on Jonghyun’s lips when Jinki cursed at him before he complied. Jonghyun began moving his fingers faster, although he was still nervous about what he was doing, as this was his first time, Jonghyun tried to move his fingers confidently; Jinki shouldn’t know how nervous he was. Soon after thrusting his fingers into Jinki again and again he could hear Jinki moan for the first time. At first his moan wasn’t really loud but it got louder the faster and harder Jonghyun thrust his fingers into him.
“Jonghyun… Oh… Gosh… Fuck me harder… Ahh…,” Jinki moaned out a little louder. This just felt too good, Jinki couldn’t hold back his emotions and feeling how Jonghyun fucked him like he wanted made him happy. Jonghyun seemed to like the way he moaned out loudly, as he looked down at him hungrily, making him look like a predator after his prey. Okay, Jinki was taller but Jonghyun was still topping him.
Jinki was about to tell Jonghyun how much he loved what Jonghyun was doing to him when the younger pulled out his fingers and just looked down at his boyfriend, not doing anything. Opening his eyes slowly Jinki stared up, needy and desperate. What was Jonghyun waiting for? But when Jinki saw how Jonghyun hold his two fingers up in front of his mouth, he knew what Jonghyun was waiting for. So Jinki opened his mouth, he took both fingers into it and sucked and licked them desperately.
Only a few minutes later Jonghyun pulled out his fingers again and coated Jinki’s entrance with his own salvia. He unbuckled his own belt, removed his jeans and boxers as much as he needed and held his cock in one hand. He could see Jinki staring at his member, like he wanted to taste it so badly; seeing the way Jinki licked his lips wet made it hard for Jonghyun not to beg Jinki to suck on his needy cock.
“Fuck me already…,” Jinki begged and Jonghyun was surprised. Jinki seemed too desperate to wait any longer. In order to not let Jinki wait any longer Jonghyun placed his hard cock in front of his entrance and pushed in slowly. Jinki moaned out loud the deeper Jonghyun pushed into him. It felt amazing to have the younger’s throbbing hot, hard cock in him and even if it was stupid, Jinki felt complete. He felt like Jonghyun and him were meant to be together, like this, loving and also fucking each other, being happy and never ever leaving the other’s side again.
Smiling happily Jinki wrapped his arms around Jonghyun’s neck and pulled him close, as Jonghyun started thrusting in him slowly. “I love you…,” Jinki whispered, enjoying the way Jonghyun moved in and out of him. It was the first time sex really felt good and Jinki was happy to have someone inside him.
Jonghyun started moving faster in Jinki, who took him in without any problems. He could move freely in and out of the elder and feeling Jinki clench around Jonghyun’s cock made him even weaker. He had waited for too long, Jonghyun could feel himself already near the edge but he held back. Jonghyun didn’t want to come yet, so he bit hard on his under lip, thrusting into Jinki as fast as he could, who moved up and down on the car’s hood. Jonghyun reached out for a better grip on the car’s hood, before he started moving even faster in Jinki.
Jinki, who was already holding back his moans, began whining loudly and tried to get a grip somewhere on the car. His hands roamed over the whole car hood but couldn’t find anything to hold onto; in the end he stretched his arms out above his head, grabbed the same place Jonghyun held onto and clasped onto it so hard his fingers turned white. He tried to push himself down on Jonghyun’s cock, he wanted more of this great feeling but it wasn’t as easy as it seemed. He still was drunk and moving himself while holding onto the car was difficult but somehow he managed to do it. He moved just like Jonghyun was and Jinki could feel himself getting turned on even more when he heard Jonghyun moan for the first time. Why was Jonghyun so sexy?
“Oh Jonghyun… This… Gosh… So good… I… I can’t…,” Jinki moaned out loudly. Loosening one hand from the car hood Jinki grabbed for his own cock and started pumping himself. Moaning loudly Jinki closed his eyes again and felt himself close to the end but he didn’t want to come before Jonghyun did. So he tried to hold back, although it was hard, but the way Jonghyun was already moving into him was a sign for the older - he was about to come.
Without hesitating any longer Jinki moved his hand as fast as he could before he came all over himself, clenching around Jonghyun so tightly Jonghyun whimpered but continued moving. In fact Jonghyun’s thrusts became even harder and then it happened. Jinki could feel Jonghyun filling him with his hot, sticky semen, making Jinki arch his back off the car hood.
It took them both several minutes to get a hold of themselves and when Jonghyun pulled his limp cock out of Jinki, he leaned his head down on the elder’s chest, resting there.
“Who is going to drive us home?”
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Pairing: Jonghyun/Jinki(Onew)
Rating: NC-17
WC: 7238
Summary: I’m a genius. I’m the best student in school, but I’m not popular.
A/N: First English smut... 8D Sorry for any mistakes, English is not my first language.
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I’m a genius. I’m the best student in school, but I’m not popular. I’m beyond perfection, sadly. When it comes to school subjects like math or even English, Korean, whatever it is, as long as I can study, I’m the best one.
Everyone asks me for homework because they’re either too lazy or too dumb to do it themselves. At first I was okay with it, but as soon as I turned 15 and entered puberty I started to refuse. Now I’m 19 years old and still everyone asks me for my homework, but there is only one person I allow to copy.
Jonghyun Kim, an 18 year old, good-looking and really popular guy. The complete opposite of me.
Jinki hated being used, but when it came to Jonghyun he just couldn’t say no. In fact, he felt rather happy whenever Jonghyun asked for help. Sometimes he even asked for explanations, but that happened rather rarely.
“Hey Jin, which class do we have now?” Jinki loved being called by this special nick name given to him. Only Jonghyun called him this and Jinki was also the only one given a nick name given by this gorgeous guy. Somehow he felt special.
“English”, was his simple answer. Jinki didn’t want Jonghyun to feel how nervous he was. Hopefully he couldn’t hear his heart beat speed up.
“Did we have any homework?”
Jonghyun took a seat next to Jinki, ready to copy Jinki’s homework. After Jinki took some papers out of his bag, he handed Jonghyun two of them. “You can have them. I was bored, so I wrote it for you myself. There are some differences; you can show it our teacher like this without being caught.”
Jinki tried really hard to keep his poker face, but when Jonghyun smiled at him so brightly and charmingly he couldn’t help but fall for him once again, at least on the inside. “I love you! You’re the best!” Jonghyun gave him a short hug, before leaving the older one alone again. As soon as Jonghyun reached his own seat, he had been crowded by several girls.
Somehow Jinki felt jealous, but no one knew about his feelings. He was glad about it, because being homosexual wasn’t fun in Korea. Not at all. In fact, it was really scary and bothersome, but who could resist Jonghyun?
Jonghyun was perfect. Okay, he was smaller than Jinki, but he had a lot other loveable qualities. He was really handsome, had a good sense in clothes. He could be very cute, when he wanted to. He knew how to play the guitar and the piano, wrote his own songs sometimes, but not only this, he also sung them himself and his voice was to die for- emotional and strong. He could also sing high notes without any problems! A lot of girls already fell for him at this point, but Jonghyun had some more qualities which made guys fall for him. He was good at any manly sport like football, basketball and a lot more. The most surprising thing is, it wasn’t even awkward watching him dancing or doing any other girls’ sports. Jonghyun was also fun to hang out with, had a great sense of humour, was polite, very kind, always ready to help someone and sensitive towards other people’s needs.
Did I already mention he is perfect? No wonder I couldn’t resist him either.
The next class started and Jinki indulged in his thoughts. The rest of the day was rather boring. Jonghyun barely talked to him, only asked for almost every homework. It wasn’t that Jonghyun was dumb, but there was this other thing, besides his height, he lacked at: he is incredibly lazy. He works after school and gets home really late, no wonder he’s always too tired to do his homework. Still Jinki couldn’t be mad at him.
At the end of the school day Jinki prepared himself to go home, but that was before Jonghyun came over to distract him.
“Are you free now or do you have to go home?” He asked, making Jinki more excited than he wanted to be. “Do you need help with a subject?”
“I don’t have to work today, so I thought about studying a little bit. I’m not good at biology at the moment and I would appreciate your help a lot.” Jonghyun explained. Jinki’s heart started to beat even faster at these words; because it had been a long time ago he had some private time with Jonghyun. It’s not like they were friends, sadly, but Jinki had somehow turned out to be his private teacher.
“We could go to my house; my parents aren’t at home, so there’s no one to distract us while studying”, Jinki’s heart was about to collapse at these words.
“S…Sure, I’m free!” Without hesitating any longer Jinki packed his school bag and he was ready to leave.
“Cool.”
Together and completely alone, they made their way to Jonghyun’s home. Jonghyun lived at the other end of the city and it would take them about an hour to reach their destination, but Jinki couldn’t care about this, as Jonghyun was forced to have a conversation with him.
“Is it okay if we go shopping first? I need a present for a close friend and it would be great if you could help me,” Jonghyun asked suddenly. Jinki’s eyes shot open, he even had to hold back a surprised sound. Did Jonghyun really just ask him to hang out with him for a whole (late) afternoon?
“Why not? What kind of present were you thinking of?” Jinki asked calmly. Although it was hard, he succeeded in holding back all his emotions. “That’s the problem. I don’t really know what I could buy him. You have to know… I like him a lot and he’s sometimes silly. He’s happy about small things… It’s easy to make him happy but still. I don’t want to give him something he might hate,” Jonghyun explained. Jinki only nodded before he grabbed Jonghyun’s elbow and dragged him into a shop with a lot accessories on display.
“Let’s see if we can find something good here,” Jinki smiled, before he let go of Jonghyun and searched for something on his own. It only took him a little while until something attracted his attention. Jinki ran to it before he grabbed it and held it up, so that Jonghyun could see what it was; a cell phone strap.
“This one is so cute!”, Jinki said with sparkling eyes.
“Do you like it?”, Jonghyun asked; slightly amused. The strip had a bunny on the other end and it looked rather silly - somewhat girly. Jinki started to blush when he noticed Jonghyun behind him and his breath was even tickling Jinki’s ear; making him nervous.
“It’s silly for a boy at my age to like this, I know,” Jinki smiled, putting the strap back before standing up. “I’ll go look for something seriously!” he said turning back to Jonghyun, to ask him if he’d follow. But then Jinki saw Jonghyun grab the strap with a grin, move to the check-out and buy it.
Dumb-founded Jinki stared at the younger one, not able to think or say anything. It didn’t take Jinki long to realize how stupid he was to think Jonghyun would buy that strap for him, that’s why he snapped out of it and walked closer to Jonghyun and faked a smile.
“Are you going to give this silly thing to your friend? I don’t think he’ll like it, as it looks pretty gay and-“, while he was talking Jinki had to interrupt himself because Jonghyun threw the cell phone strap at him. Jinki felt even stupider now.
Jonghyun moved closer, putting one hand on his Hyung’s shoulder and leaned in to his ear, whispering: “So you’re saying you are gay?”
Blushing, Jinki lowered his head before walking out of the shop. He knew it was stupid of him to not even deny it but he felt caught and even imagining Jonghyun laughing at him was too much for him to handle. Jonghyun really acted like he wanted to make fun of Jinki, as he ran after him and grabbed his hand.
“Aren’t we supposed to go together to my house?” He asked smiling. Jinki almost couldn’t believe his ears. Jonghyun really changed the topic? Oh, right, he is sensitive.
Jinki was too lost in his thoughts that he didn’t realize Jonghyun had intertwined their hands.
Before they arrived at Jonghyun’s house Jinki had enough time to realize their hands were intertwined and tried to calm himself down, but without any success. As soon as they entered the house Jonghyun let go of him and showed Jinki around. It didn’t take them long to take a look at all rooms and they ended up in Jonghyun’s modest room.
Jinki took a sip of his juice while looking around the room nervously. Jonghyun brought all the things they’d need to study with and placed them on his bed, after taking seat next to Jinki. He opened his book before showing the older what he needed help with and got an explanation immediately. They studied for two hours straight, which made Jinki’s neck so stiff, he started whining.
“Can we take a short break? My neck is killing me,” he whined, rubbing his neck. Jonghyun just grinned before crawling behind Jinki and placing his hands on the other one’s shoulders. He began to massage him carefully, as he didn’t know how much Jinki would be able to endure.
Unsurprisingly, Jinki squeaked at the sudden touch but didn’t back off. “What are you doing?” He asked startled. “What does it look like? I’m helping you to relax!”, Jonghyun said, as if it was something natural.
“Is this really okay?”
“Of course! You’re doing a good job as private teacher. I wanna do you something good, too. Come on; lay down on my bed, so I can give you a proper massage.”
“But-“
“No buts!”
Unconfident, Jinki laid down on Jonghyun’s bed. Jonghyun leaned over him, taking a seat on his butt and started massaging Jinki again. Not long after, Jinki felt so uncomfortable that he asked again: “Is it really okay?”
“How about you just shut up and tell me, when I’m not gentle enough?”
Jinki didn’t interrupt Jonghyun anymore, instead he felt Jonghyun’s hands travel down his back and massage him so good, Jinki couldn’t even complain. He closed his eyes in order to enjoy it more. If Jinki had paid better attention he would’ve noticed Jonghyun’s soft and warm hands under his pullover.
Jinki was in trance and just felt good because of the perfectly applied pressure on his back. He didn’t even notice his heart beat increasing as Jonghyun’s hands travelled further up.
“Where did you learn this?” Jinki asked with a more than satisfied voice. A satisfied sigh left his half opened lips, as he was about to completely shut his brain down. But Jonghyun’s hands disappeared, which forced Jinki to open his eyes and look back at the younger boy.
“You know… This is what I’m working as. I do all kind of massages. This isn’t the first time you’re helping me so… How about I give you an all-around massage? One that is too expensive for you to pay for? I’ll give you a private teacher discount,” Jonghyun explained grinning before he got up.
“And what’s involved in this all-around massage?” Jinki asked nervously. Why did he have a bad feeling about this?
“Usually, I’d tell you to get naked but just removing your jeans and pull over is enough.”
Jinki’s eyes shot open in shock when he heard the words ‘naked’ and he felt his face heat up. “And… This is really okay?”
“Stop asking and take off your clothes already!”
Of course Jinki hesitated for a moment before he took off his pullover. “I hope I can trust you and you won’t take advantage of me.” Jinki joked trying to relax the atmosphere.
“No, don’t worry. We’re friends, aren’t we?”
Are we? Jinki felt so happy about these words that he didn’t hesitate any longer and took off his jeans as well.
There he was, in Jonghyun’s room for the first time with only his boxers on. Anybody else would have perverted thoughts but not Jinki, because he was naïve like this.
He laid back on the bed, on his stomach, but was forced to turn around, as Jonghyun asked him to do so. It was a strange situation, at least for Jinki, who felt a little uncomfortable. Jonghyun seemed to be totally relaxed, as he grabbed Jinki’s left foot and started massaging him there. No one ever touched Jinki there, which was why he twitched once before relaxing more and more.
Jinki breathed soft sounds, closed his eyes and began to enjoy what Jonghyun was doing to him. Jonghyun’s hands massaged higher, already reaching Jinki’s calf, which gave him goose-bumps. The higher Jonghyun massaged the more Jinki got excited. He trusted Jonghyun, as naïve as he was, so when Jonghyun’s hands travelled up to his thighs Jinki couldn’t help but let out an enjoyable sigh.
“Is this good?” Jonghyun asked while looking up at the older boy. Jinki seemed completely relaxed and was probably enjoying this treatment a lot. But of course he would, Jonghyun was good at what he did.
“Yeah…,” Jinki breathed out. “You’re quite good at it. I didn’t expect it to be this good…”
Jonghyun just smiled before he put Jinki’s foot on his shoulder and began massaging him in his inner and under thighs. Slowly Jinki opened his eyes, and looked up at Jonghyun. “I… I think it’s enough there…”, he whispered. Jonghyun’s perfect touches had a strange effect on him and it made him nervous.
“You sure?” Jinki nodded. As he wished Jonghyun would let go of his leg, but he moved closer to Jinki, ignoring his silent plea. With wide spread legs Jinki looked up at Jonghyun, shy and unsure about what was happening to him. He knew this wasn’t normal and that he should be worried but as soon as Jonghyun started to massage his stomach softly, Jinki forgot about all his doubts.
Jonghyun leaned in closer, slightly brushing Jinki’s crotch with his own, as Jonghyun’s hands were already stroking his chest almost lovingly. There was a strange but comfortable atmosphere arising between them, so that Jinki didn’t see it as a bad thing, when Jonghyun touched his nipples purposely. Slowly Jonghyun bent down, looking straight in Jinki’s wide-opened eyes before closing his own slightly.
Softly and briefly Jonghyun could feel Jinki’s lips and was about to fall into this great feeling but Jinki prevented him from it, as he turned his head away, breaking the short kiss. Jonghyun opened his eyes again and looked at Jinki before he closed them and bent down even more, placing his lips on Jinki’s neck this time. Jinki’s body trembled slightly while looking at the wall, not stopping Jonghyun yet.
“Jonghyun… W…What... What are you doing?” Jinki asked, refusing to look at him. He felt like Jonghyun was making fun of him; why else would he do this? But why? Did he find out about Jinki’s feelings for him? Or did Jonghyun just hate him for being homosexual? No, he wasn’t this mean. Was he?
Jonghyun didn’t answer him; he continued his actions instead, making Jinki nervous. Jonghyun’s crotch was pressed against his own and made Jinki feel things he didn’t want to feel. Not under these circumstances.
Soft and warm hands were stroking Jinki’s chest lovingly while his neck was being sucked on. What if Jonghyun was leaving a mark on him unknowingly? Shouldn’t he stop him?
“Jonghyun, please… Stop this? Do you even know what you’re doing?”
“Of course I do and I want you. I’ve been thinking about you and this all day and I just can’t hold back anymore”
That was shocking. Jinki had a girlfriend before, she had wanted him, too, but Jinki refused. He had been 14 and a little more attractive to girls. Or was he only popular because his clumsiness had been charming? Jinki realized at the time that he wasn’t straight and had a boyfriend shortly after but it didn’t work out too well between them.
“But… How come you think I feel the same way? How come you think I bottom?” Jinki asked, panicking only a little. Of course he tried to act as normal as possible but it ended up being harder than he thought it would be. Jonghyun looked up at Jinki; grinned a little before he let out a laugh. To him, Jinki was the cutest thing on earth and his thighs… Oh how he wanted to bite into them just slightly.
“Jinki… Just shut up, okay? Stop thinking… Let’s have fun together for a moment?”
Jinki didn’t want to have fun like this. Well, his body did but his head didn’t. He wanted to be loved by Jonghyun - not toyed.He looked into those big, childlike, brown eyes before he placed his hands on Jonghyun’s cheeks and pulled him up. Softly, not as inexperienced as Jonghyun expected him to be, Jinki kissed the younger boy. Of course Jonghyun kissed back but a lot more passionatey. While Jinki wanted to kiss Jonghyun lovingly, Jonghyun made the kiss turn out hotter, than it was supposed to be.
Jonghyun parted his lips, darted out his tongue and began tasting Jinki’s delicious lips. Jinki seemed unsure about what they were doing, as his lips remained closed for quite some time. Jonghyun had to catch Jinki’s under lip and suck on it, for Jinki to wake up. A soft sound left Jinki’s parted lips before he darted out his tongue, to finally taste Jonghyun properly.
Their tongues were having a hot fight, trying to win over the other, as if this battle was a test to prove their manliness. For a moment Jonghyun forgot about touching the older boy completely. When he remembered, he began to stroke Jinki’s nipples again. He twirled and pinched them, just so he could hear Jinki gasp again. Luckily for him, Jinki was incredibly sensitive and Jonghyun could hear him moan into his mouth. In order to hear Jinki more clearly Jonghyun broke the kiss and began kissing from Jinki’s chin, downwards to his chest. Jinki looked down at him, while Jonghyun gave him almost too loveable kisses. It felt like being loved by Jonghyun and it made Jinki delirious with happiness; he couldn’t help but be happy about this feeling.
Jonghyun darted out his tongue, caressing Jinki’s soft, white skin with it. The whole situation seemed so surreal. Could this be real? Jinki felt it was real, when Jonghyun moved onto his left nipple, sucking dryly on it and making Jinki’s head spin, he could barely handle this kind of sensation. He had dreamt of something like this for years and now, finally his dreams were coming true. How was he supposed to react to this kind of luck?
“Jonghyun…” Jinki breathed out weakly. Just as he was about to ask for more, Jonghyun caressed his nipple with his tongue, making Jinki’s body twitch. A small moan left Jinki’s parted lips, as his hands looked for a place to hold onto. It took him some time, before they found Jonghyun’s shoulders. Jinki needed this kind of comfort now. It wasn’t his first time but this felt too good. Maybe it was because Jonghyun was too skilled with what he was doing, but maybe it was because Jinki was too deeply in love.
“Jonghyun… Would you please hurry up a little bit? I’m gonna go crazy otherwise…,” Jinki breathed out. It was audible in his voice that he was turned on. If Jinki wasn’t good at something then it would be him being totally impatient.
Jonghyun let out a small laugh before he looked up at Jinki and smiled at him lovingly. “Already getting impatient, huh?”
Grinning, Jonghyun leaned down until he was in front of Jinki’s crotch, his boxers, which were so tight Jonghyun could see the contour of Jinki’s well-sized cock. He wished for Jinki being gifted in such a way.
He touched Jinki slightly with his hand and made the older boy shake a little, Jonghyun became nervous. Jinki’s mind was shut off already, which was why he couldn’t feel anything else but his strong desire for Jonghyun. Jonghyun put his hand around Jinki’s cock, tightening the fabric due to his actions, causing Jinki’s heart to beat even faster than before.
“You know... I wanted to do this for a long time now. Whenever I see you trying hard in P.E. or even when you’re all exhausted after studying and trying to massage your stiff neck on your own… It makes me want you even more…”
Jinki didn’t want Jonghyun to talk but he didn’t stop him. He went on, told him things Jinki didn’t want to know. Jinki started thinking again, he felt like he was being fooled by Jonghyun. Was he making fun of him? Was he just trying to use Jinki for sex? All of a sudden he felt like a slut and Jonghyun’s following words didn’t make it any better.
“And honestly I’ve like you since a long time now…”
Liar. Jinki couldn’t stop himself anymore. He shoved Jonghyun away from him, stood up, grabbed his clothes and got dressed immediately. “Jinki? What’s wrong?” Jonghyun asked dumb-founded.
“It was a mistake. Sorry… I have to leave.” With these words he grabbed his school books and bag before Jinki rushed out of Jonghyun’s room, not even giving him the chance to stop him.
The next day at school Jinki tried to avoid Jonghyun as much as he could, which wasn’t easy at all, as Jonghyun came to him in class and wouldn’t leave him alone. But Jinki stayed thick-headed and ignored Jonghyun fully until he had to give up, but Jinki had to realize that Jonghyun didn’t give up completely. Jonghyun was after him the entire school day, trying to talk to him but Jinki simply kept ignoring him and even was trying to run away from him. At the end of the day Jinki packed his bag as fast as he could but unfortunately Jonghyun hurried up as well, so Jinki barely got to leave the school building before Jonghyun reached him, grabbed him by his wrist and pulled Jinki back.
“Why can’t you just leave me alone?!” Jinki snapped.
“Why should I? What’s wrong with you, why are you running away?” Jonghyun asked back angrily.
Jinki didn’t want to answer this question, he tried to get out of Jonghyun’s tight grip. Jonghyun seemed to have noticed Jinki’s intentions, increased the strength behind it and he put a hand on Jinki’s shoulder, making it impossible for him to run away.
“I won’t let you go until you tell me what’s wrong with you!”
That was it. Jinki stopped struggling, as he tried to get a hold of his rising anger. Taking a last deep breath he shoved Jonghyun away from him before slapping and shouting at him.
“If you really wanna laugh at me, then go ahead. Laugh at me for being gay and loving you but I’m not a slut!! I didn’t think you were like this… I trusted you but whatever! Just leave me alone!” Without waiting any longer Jinki ran away.
The days passed by and Jonghyun didn’t try to talk to him again. A lot other things happened, so Jinki could care less about his unrequited love. Some guys had seen his confession on that day and found it cool, so he made some new friends to hang out with at school. Sometimes it was still strange when they asked him about his sexuality and how it felt like to love a guy and -of course- how sex with a guy was but Jinki answered all their questions without hesitating, that’s how innocent he was.
One day, his friends came to him and told him that their class was planning to go clubbing that evening and asked Jinki to come along. “I don’t really like clubbing, can’t you go without me?” Jinki asked.
“No, this won’t work without you. Now that we’re friends we wanna have fun with you,” one of his friends said. Jinki just sighed but agreed in the end. Before he knew it, he was in the club, loud music was absorbing him and talking to someone has become impossible.
Jinki wore a casual shirt and black, tight jeans, feeling a little uncomfortable with all the drunk people around him. But what was worse was that he could see Jonghyun flirting with some random girl. Of course he was, Jinki didn’t expect anything else from him, but it still hurt. Jinki let out a sigh and turned around looking at the barkeeper for a second. It was decided. He was going to drink a little bit to become more comfortable with the situation and have fun with his friends, without thinking of Jonghyun.
After drinking two glasses of alcohol, Jinki decided to dance with one of his friends on the dance floor. He knew there were some guys but also girls checking him out but he didn’t care. He just wanted to have fun and forget how close Jonghyun was to the girl. He wanted to forget that he even existed.
After two hours of dancing Jinki met his other classmates where some of them were taking a rest on a couch drinking and talking to each other happily. He didn’t realize that all the dancing made him more drunk than he should be (he only had 2 glasses). Even so, he got himself another glass of strong alcohol and started telling some jokes everyone seemed to like; only Jonghyun wasn’t laughing. He was sitting on the couch as a girl came to him, taking seat on his lap and leaned dangerously close.
If Jinki wasn’t as drunk as he was, he wouldn’t have walked over to Jonghyun, placed a hand on that girl’s shoulder and pushed her off Jonghyun’s lap before she could kiss him.
“Get off my man, slut!” He growled angrily, showing a side of him that no one knew existed. To his luck the girl stood up and seemed like she wanted to snap at him for calling her a slut but Jinki’s attention was already on Jonghyun. Now he was the one sitting down on Jonghyun’s lap. He grabbed Jonghyun’s hands and put them on his thighs. “I know you love my honey thighs better than this skinny girl’s. Tell me you love them!”
It took Jonghyun a moment before he gave Jinki an answer: “I… I love them…” He almost whispered and of course Jinki couldn’t understand him but he saw his lips move and Jinki just knew what Jonghyun said. Jinki leaned in, close to Jonghyun’s ear and whispered “How much do you love them?”
That was the right sign for Jonghyun, as he began to stroke Jinki’s thighs with both hands. A soft, but audible sound left Jinki’s lips at this touch.
“I love them… They’re perfect. I love touching them and I keep thinking about them ever since I massaged them three months ago,” Jonghyun confessed. A soft smile appeared on Jinki’s lips, who took these words as a compliment. For him it was like a love confession.
“What else? What else do you love about me?” Jinki continued asked, as if there was more Jonghyun loved about him.
“I love your full lips, which kissed me so intensely the last time. When I could taste you, it was the best. But… But I also love your smile, when you smile at me I feel happy. I love your voice and the way how you say my name…”
Jinki’s eyes widened at the compliments Jonghyun gave him.
“I could listen to you all day… Most of the time you’re not even funny and still your jokes make me feel good. And I love your smell. You were so close to me when we studied together; I could breathe your sweet scent in. I also love it how you always give your best with everything.”
Jinki’s face got redder and redder as the seconds passed by, he whispered a soft but touched: “Jonghyun…”
“Jinki… I think I love you…” Jonghyun confessed. His hands travelled up from Jinki’s thighs to his hips but he didn’t stop there. Only when his hands reached Jinki’s back and he could press the older down onto him did his hands stop moving.
“Did you hear me? I love-,“ Jonghyun was about to repeat his words when Jinki interrupt him by kissing him. Softly, intensely and full of the feelings Jinki had hidden from him, because he thought Jonghyun was making fun of him. Of course he couldn’t be sure about Jonghyun’s feelings yet, as he could still try to kid him but even if it was naïve, he could feel from the way Jonghyun kissed him back -passionate, too emotional, too soft- that he actually loved him.
Jinki didn’t feel like stopping this time. Kissing Jonghyun as passionately as he could, he let his tongue come out and lick those full lips of the younger boy. It didn’t take Jonghyun long to react to Jinki’s actions, as he did the same.
They shouldn’t be doing this here but Jonghyun couldn’t stop himself. He put his hands on Jinki’s butt and stroked it softly, not caring for anyone near them anymore. A small moan left Jinki’s lips, as Jonghyun gripped his ass, which he could feel perfectly due to Jinki’s skin tight jeans.
“Jonghyun…,” Jinki whispered in between their hot kiss. In the meantime, one of Jonghyun’s hands found its way under Jinki’s shirt, now also caressing his back. “Mmmh… I love you… So much…” Jinki continued, as Jonghyun’s hand travelled up to his chest until he found Jinki’s left nipple and began stroking it like the last time. It felt so good that Jinki forgot completely where they were. He would’ve never done this in public if he still was at his senses but he wasn’t, so he almost acted like a slut.
Of course even Jonghyun wouldn’t want anyone to see him and his new boyfriend making out but he was too drunk to do anything against it. He asked Jinki to pull up his shirt and expose his chest to not only Jonghyun but everyone else as well. Jinki, as naïve and drunk he was, pulled up his shirt and took it off in the process. Taking a quick look at Jinki’s lithe body Jonghyun leaned forward, catching one of his nipples to lick and suck on.
Of course everyone was looking at the couple making out in public and couldn’t help but find it rather hot. It wasn’t like gays were accepted all of a sudden but seeing two hot guys making out was just too sexy. No one was able to look away and resist.
A heavy sigh left Jinki’s lips as Jonghyun continued to caress his nipple with his mouth.
Why does this feel so good?
“Ngh… Jonghyun…,” he moaned, stroking with one hand through Jonghyun’s. Jinki felt his own temperature rise the more Jonghyun touched him. He was already completely absorbed in this perfect moment; he forgot everything around him and started rolling his hips on Jonghyun’s lap in order to tease the younger a little. Jonghyun seemed to like the friction, as Jinki could feel his hot breath on his wet nipple, which made Jinki shiver slightly.
The want to be touched by Jonghyun promptly rose again and Jinki was nearly begging for more. He opened his eyes slightly and saw immediately not only light flashing but also several pairs of eyes looking at him. He should have felt embarrassed by it but instead, moaned out clearly, when Jonghyun bit his nipple softly.
“Ah… Jonghyun… Please…,” Jinki begged. “Fuck me…”
Jonghyun was waiting for exactly these words, so he parted from the older before looking around. Of course he wanted to take him right then, right there, but Jonghyun didn’t want anyone else to see Jinki completely naked. Therefore to prevent this, he stopped his teasing, wrapped both his arms around Jinki’s hips and picked him up. Jinki didn’t know what Jonghyun was up to but he swung his legs around Jonghyun’s hips, to have a better grip and wrapped his arms around his neck, so that he had the chance to kiss, lick and suck on Jonghyun’s neck.
It wasn’t easy for Jonghyun to hold Jinki in his arms as he was really sensitive on that one spot Jinki attacked - just as sensitive as he was down his pants. Weaker than he was before, Jonghyun carried Jinki out of the club, avoiding all the interested gazes and going straight to Jinki’s car. (He had seen him coming with it.)
Jonghyun asked for the keys when he arrived to which Jinki said could be found in his jeans pocket. Not even for a second did Jinki let go of the younger’s neck, enjoying the way he tasted way too much. Somehow he could imagine having a big, dark mark right there and Jonghyun wouldn’t be able to hide it.
Moaning just slightly Jonghyun searched for the keys but couldn’t find them. As Jinki got a little too heavy for him, Jonghyun had to press him against the driver’s door, which caused Jinki to moan, as their crotches pressed together. Jinki already seemed so desperate for some serious touching; began to move just a little, pulling Jonghyun even closer with his legs.
Jonghyun couldn’t hold back himself anymore, even though it was in the middle of the night and Jinki was already half naked, Jonghyun had been forced to avoid Jinki for too long to not want him now. So Jonghyun didn’t resist anymore. He let Jinki down, pulling on his own jacket before spreading it onto the car’s hood and pushed Jinki onto it. Then Jonghyun started to unbuckle Jinki’s belt and pulled down his jeans a moment later. It was really good that it was three in the morning and no one was on the street.
But at the moment, Jonghyun only cared about getting Jinki as naked as possible. Jinki himself still didn’t realize where they were, as he only wanted Jonghyun to make him feel really good. He got goose-bumps from the cold but didn’t really care. In fact it felt amazing, the cold on the outside and the burning heat inside of him.
“Jonghyun… Oh god…,” he moaned thoughtless. All this felt just too great and he couldn’t do anything else.
Jonghyun seemed to be getting impatient himself, so he pulled up Jinki’s legs, took off his boxers as well before placing both legs on his shoulders to prevent Jinki from slipping. He took a few glances at Jinki’s now fully naked body and wrapped his hand around Jinki’s already hard member, stroking it a few times before letting go again. Jonghyun took two fingers into his mouth instead, sucking slightly but licking mostly on them. He needed them later to prepare Jinki.
When Jonghyun was done he placed one finger in between Jinki’s butt cheeks. Jonghyun thought that Jinki might have had sex at least once already, so he entered the older slowly with his but didn’t stop until he was fully in him. To make sure Jinki didn’t feel any pain Jonghyun looked at his face, trying to read what he felt and when Jinki opened his eyes, looking at him hungrily, Jonghyun knew he did the right thing. After taking a deep breath Jonghyun started moving his finger in Jinki, who licked his dry lips. Panting in a low voice, Jinki threw his head back, enjoying what Jonghyun was doing to him a lot but it was not enough. Jonghyun didn’t give him enough.
“Jonghyun… Faster… Please…,” he begged and Jonghyun did what his boyfriend wanted from him. Jonghyun began to move his finger faster and faster, liking the feeling of how Jinki’s muscles clenched around his finger. But it wasn’t enough. Jonghyun felt it himself, it still wasn’t enough. Although the older was panting, Jonghyun wanted him to moan. Jinki wasn’t moaning and Jonghyun had to change this. So he took out his finger again before placing two at his entrance again and pushed them inside Jinki. It didn’t take long for him to be completely inside Jinki, who took him in perfectly.
Moving the two fingers in Jinki, slowly in the beginning, Jonghyun felt Jinki’s hands on his shirt grabbing it tightly. “Jonghyun… Move your fucking fingers faster…,” he snapped. A small grin appeared on Jonghyun’s lips when Jinki cursed at him before he complied. Jonghyun began moving his fingers faster, although he was still nervous about what he was doing, as this was his first time, Jonghyun tried to move his fingers confidently; Jinki shouldn’t know how nervous he was. Soon after thrusting his fingers into Jinki again and again he could hear Jinki moan for the first time. At first his moan wasn’t really loud but it got louder the faster and harder Jonghyun thrust his fingers into him.
“Jonghyun… Oh… Gosh… Fuck me harder… Ahh…,” Jinki moaned out a little louder. This just felt too good, Jinki couldn’t hold back his emotions and feeling how Jonghyun fucked him like he wanted made him happy. Jonghyun seemed to like the way he moaned out loudly, as he looked down at him hungrily, making him look like a predator after his prey. Okay, Jinki was taller but Jonghyun was still topping him.
Jinki was about to tell Jonghyun how much he loved what Jonghyun was doing to him when the younger pulled out his fingers and just looked down at his boyfriend, not doing anything. Opening his eyes slowly Jinki stared up, needy and desperate. What was Jonghyun waiting for? But when Jinki saw how Jonghyun hold his two fingers up in front of his mouth, he knew what Jonghyun was waiting for. So Jinki opened his mouth, he took both fingers into it and sucked and licked them desperately.
Only a few minutes later Jonghyun pulled out his fingers again and coated Jinki’s entrance with his own salvia. He unbuckled his own belt, removed his jeans and boxers as much as he needed and held his cock in one hand. He could see Jinki staring at his member, like he wanted to taste it so badly; seeing the way Jinki licked his lips wet made it hard for Jonghyun not to beg Jinki to suck on his needy cock.
“Fuck me already…,” Jinki begged and Jonghyun was surprised. Jinki seemed too desperate to wait any longer. In order to not let Jinki wait any longer Jonghyun placed his hard cock in front of his entrance and pushed in slowly. Jinki moaned out loud the deeper Jonghyun pushed into him. It felt amazing to have the younger’s throbbing hot, hard cock in him and even if it was stupid, Jinki felt complete. He felt like Jonghyun and him were meant to be together, like this, loving and also fucking each other, being happy and never ever leaving the other’s side again.
Smiling happily Jinki wrapped his arms around Jonghyun’s neck and pulled him close, as Jonghyun started thrusting in him slowly. “I love you…,” Jinki whispered, enjoying the way Jonghyun moved in and out of him. It was the first time sex really felt good and Jinki was happy to have someone inside him.
Jonghyun started moving faster in Jinki, who took him in without any problems. He could move freely in and out of the elder and feeling Jinki clench around Jonghyun’s cock made him even weaker. He had waited for too long, Jonghyun could feel himself already near the edge but he held back. Jonghyun didn’t want to come yet, so he bit hard on his under lip, thrusting into Jinki as fast as he could, who moved up and down on the car’s hood. Jonghyun reached out for a better grip on the car’s hood, before he started moving even faster in Jinki.
Jinki, who was already holding back his moans, began whining loudly and tried to get a grip somewhere on the car. His hands roamed over the whole car hood but couldn’t find anything to hold onto; in the end he stretched his arms out above his head, grabbed the same place Jonghyun held onto and clasped onto it so hard his fingers turned white. He tried to push himself down on Jonghyun’s cock, he wanted more of this great feeling but it wasn’t as easy as it seemed. He still was drunk and moving himself while holding onto the car was difficult but somehow he managed to do it. He moved just like Jonghyun was and Jinki could feel himself getting turned on even more when he heard Jonghyun moan for the first time. Why was Jonghyun so sexy?
“Oh Jonghyun… This… Gosh… So good… I… I can’t…,” Jinki moaned out loudly. Loosening one hand from the car hood Jinki grabbed for his own cock and started pumping himself. Moaning loudly Jinki closed his eyes again and felt himself close to the end but he didn’t want to come before Jonghyun did. So he tried to hold back, although it was hard, but the way Jonghyun was already moving into him was a sign for the older - he was about to come.
Without hesitating any longer Jinki moved his hand as fast as he could before he came all over himself, clenching around Jonghyun so tightly Jonghyun whimpered but continued moving. In fact Jonghyun’s thrusts became even harder and then it happened. Jinki could feel Jonghyun filling him with his hot, sticky semen, making Jinki arch his back off the car hood.
It took them both several minutes to get a hold of themselves and when Jonghyun pulled his limp cock out of Jinki, he leaned his head down on the elder’s chest, resting there.
“Who is going to drive us home?”
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