Recently, I've come to appreciate how important it is to have friends. Up until now, I've always thought that it was the most important thing to have romantic love in your life, and yes, that is very important...but losing that person can open up so many new opportunities to you and you'll laugh at yourself for not realizing that they were there ( Read more... )

I had a long conversation with Elphaba the other night (it feels so strange not to be able to call her Elphie or Fae anymore -- especially Fae). I still don't feel any better about the whole situation...and I still can't get her out of my mind, no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try. But it did clear some things up for me. And I am glad that ( Read more... )

So I've taken a break from writing in this thing, as you can see. I've taken some time off to clear my head and think things through, and I'm glad that I did ( Read more... )

As long as you're mine...

She isn't mine anymore. And she never will be. Ever again.

I've always thought that sorrow was a horribly useless emotion. It never gets you anywhere. You can sit and ponder and tear yourself apart all you want, but in the end, you haven't budged an inch. I try not to be sad unless there's absolutely no way to avoid it. And I've actually managed to pull through life thus far without crying much. I think ( Read more... )

There's something wrong ( Read more... )

Thankfully, things are patched up with Elphie. I still can't quite get over what an idiot I've been. It's very humbling ( Read more... )

In my introductory post to the community, I wrote about how I've been called an idiot in my lifetime. I never meant it seriously, it was just sort of playful banter. But now I can truthfully say that I've done one of the stupidest things that I've ever done in my entire life ( Read more... )

I wanted to write something meaningful today, but my typist is warning me that all hell will break loose if we're not off the computer by 11:30. I'm sort of afraid.

Anyway, I'll make this short. My typist has, after much nagging and bribing on my part, created something called a screen name for me. Yero Hero. Very original, yes, I know, thank you ( Read more... )

It's an interesting feeling, this.

I suppose what I really love about her is her brilliant sense of uniqueness. She's completely different from anyone else I know. She's not afraid to speak her mind. She's passionate about what she believes in. And, of course, she's beautiful in every single way imaginable.

I never thought I'd be in love.