So, now that I know I wont be working at Dave and Busters...seeing as how they are looking for experienced servers and what not. I can't catch a break. Now I have to go to the mall and try to get a job there. If not there, I have to find somewhere else either in Jersey or try to get my job back at Toys R Us. They did say that I could call them back ( Read more... )

Just a few things I have always wondered. When people say..."Guys, when a girl tells you she loves you...look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and mean it", well what are you supposed to do when you don't love her? Look into her eyes, and say thank you? It confuses me that when it comes to relationships, the emotions are usually shown through ( Read more... )

April Fool ( Read more... )

Avalon....Saturday night! I should be going. Depending on what time my mom gets home, but I should be going. I deserve it. I deserve a night out after going well in ALL my classes. So yeah....lets roll...

So, I was bored. Decided to try and find some family on Myspace, thinking I wouldn't find anyone. I found two of my uncles. Mad hot. When I found them, I saw sides of them I would have never seen if I didn't try to find them on Myspace, because I am considered family. You know around family you act different then you really are. Even I do it. I ( Read more... )

Thats right all you fuckers! I got a 100% on my speech mid-term which counts for 20% of my grade. Yeah, who said I was stupid! Who said they don't believe anything I say about school? I bet you feel stupid now huh? I don't even care what you say anymore, you don't believe me, you can kiss my ass! Thats right, I am talking to YOU! You know exactly ( Read more... )

I hate feeling lonely. I should get used to it though, no matter how much I try, that is how it always turns out to be....but I know you people don't want to hear about me being down again...so I think I will end this now.
"Such is Lyfe"

MAN THIS FEELS GOOD! My chest is sore, my arms are sore, and my legs feel like cement blocks, and it feels SO good. :)Goin back to the gym Sunday.

Now that I blew off some steam about what happened the other day, I guess I had time to think and really understand what I want from "us". I've been through so much, and really, just like everyone else who has been through what I have, I am scared of getting hurt. I am really insecure about pretty much every aspect of my life right now. I don't ( Read more... )

So I missed my second class today. This is the second time that this has happened, always on Mondays. I come back after my first class, and I try to take a nap because I am always tired. So I figured I would just get two hours of sleep, wake up and leave. I just woke up, and my class started at 2. My mid term in this class is about a week and a ( Read more... )