I think I could kill a fly with my stress, I have less than one week till my wedding and i am going nuts!! Okay so I under estimated the guests by 5 not to mention the few who might just show. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I dont know!! Oh and i am so very sick which is wonderful and the forcast is few showers for my wedding day. Shit balls mother fuck fuck.

how unfair is it that i keep my life on my sleeve. If you knew me you get to know me that some how some way I am alive online. I am not secretive or aloof, if you miss me you can just go to myspace or read my live journal. But if I miss someone or want to spy or have curiousity of what their life has been like without me, its all about a bunch of ( Read more... )

so I have been crazy, I haven't really had the internet which drives me bonkers so my only way to go online is while I nanny Lorna at the library. Wedding plans are going along and I have finally finish buying the flight for Becca to be my photographer which is one less thing to worry about. Steve wants to quit his job which is terrible timing 3 ( Read more... )

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
This love we've been workin on

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
We pulled too many false alarms We're goin down ( Read more... )

No, I'm not colorblind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind
But I just can't sleep on this tonight

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?
Don't know how else to say it ( Read more... )

My new Nephew!

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My dog kayle is so cute sometimes. Lately I have gotten used to sleeping later in the day and her yapping is quite annoying, but really she is just cold and bored. I went downstairs and saw her shivering in dirt. Mind you she is a 4 lb min pin so its a very sad sight indeed. I bring her inside if only for a litte while since I am off to work in 15 ( Read more... )

SOMETIMES all i want to do is kick Steve in the shins!!!!!!!!!

I needed something to cheer me up so I googled images of Noelle Scott

oh and it was glorious


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I wake up exhausted it's not morning ( Read more... )

I know awhile ago that I found the one. Steve can deal with my crazyness and I will deal with his.

btw, we're engaged