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i love love love life
it's so awesome

even when bad things happen
it's still good

i still stay happy
because there's nothing that can be done
this is life

went to starbucks this morning with emily
of course!

lunch will most likely be with zach
but whoooooo knoooooows

need to get some of my school books today
it's going to cost like $300
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( Saturday night picturrrrres )

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don't push me right now
the harder you push
the farther you're pushing me away

can't even respect
my need for time

there is no respect

i'm crying again

this weekend ( Read more... )

i ended up taking a nap
and woke up feeling numb

i don't know what's going to happen

i'm actually scared

my stomach is being a jerk
and hurting

what decision will be made
i really don't know
everything rests upon them

i need to breath

thanks sam for talking to me
i really needed it

today is the hardest day
that i've been faced with
in a very long time

but i believe everything will work out
things can only get better

i'm just really hurt
and it'll take some time to heal

working today
made me sick
all over again

i was suppossed to be there 2-8
but i had to leave at 6

at least i got to see
lizzy & christina
that seriously made my day
i'm really happy
about that